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Gay Rights Suicide

To those who have suffered.....

Gay Rights Suicide

By Sasurealian

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      Suicide always seemed like the way to go at the time.  I felt sad, ya'know?  I got this feeling no one cared if I was dead or alive and then I questioned myself every time I was alone to think.

Maybe it was because I started to like her.  Yea, 'her'.  There wasn't anything super special about her, but to me she was just so perfect.

Oh, did I mention I was a girl?  Hmm, well I am.  Now that we cleared that up I'm sure this will make more sense;  or perhaps lGay Rights Suicide2 years ago in Emotional

Burnt Kisses - Makorra versionBurnt Kisses (Makorra version)

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"Where do you keep the tea bags?" Korra asked the older Firebender, pulling open a cupboard of the small attic kitchen, looking for the items in question.

"Next one over," he instructed her, watching the kettle closely. Korra opened the cupboard next to the one she had been previously searching and saw a few bags sitting in a glass jar, and reached inside for one. Inspecting it, she decided she'd like it well enough before shutting the cupboard door and placing said bag on the counter. Walking over to Mako, she bumped hips with him and gave him a smirk when he looked at her.

She stood beside him, and he Burnt Kisses - Makorra version1 year ago in Emotional

Picture this part 4-Lukemc-1878-

Hi, My name is Luke, I am your usual kind of person, and I was walking through town one evening when I came across a high tech looking camera, it seemed strange it looked about really new and was pristinely clean, I flicked it on and checked the media files to see if there was pictures of the owner, to my surprise there was nothing on there at all. "Aw well looks like I got a free camera, I muttered to myself as I got on the train back home, whilst on there I bumped in to my mate Nathan and his Girlfriend Penny, we started talking and Nathan said to me "you know what lad? I need to get you a bird, when the train stops at the next spot we willPicture this part 4-Lukemc-1878-1 year ago in Emotional

Transgender is ...
Being transgender is not something that is easily influenced.
It's not because of the toys you were given as a child, you already know if they're the right toys for you or not.
It's not because of the friends you hang out with, you already know who you identify with.
It's has nothing to do with a lack of a certain parental figure(just like boys of a single mother can still be straight).
It's not because of how your parents raised you, you already know if what they're doing makes sense.
It has nothing to do with not being taught how to be a man or a woman, I was taught to be a man, and that surely made me grow up to be one. I still worTransgender is ...3 years ago in Emotional

Middle School Hell'Ugly!'
'Stupid!"
'Disgusting thing!'

Go on please. Cut me down more. Hurt me more with your hateful words. Even though I did nothing do you. Hate me. Hate me for no reason at all. Build yourselves up by tearing me down. You don't even care what I've been through or how much I've been hurt.

'We're friends I swear!'
'She's so stupid!'
'You're so nice!'
'She likes the weirdest stuff.'
'You're a great friend!'
'She's so weird!'

You're a liar and a fake just like the rest of them. I thought you were my friend. We used to be so close. Then you turned your back on me. Went to be friends with people we said we'd never associate with. You uMiddle School Hell3 years ago in Emotional

I was fighting an Audino once...a wild one. Got it in the red, and it used Heal Pulse right before I finished it off. I felt so guilty walking away that I put Anna, my Audino, in my party and began training her immediately to fill the 5th slot, as I only had a semi-permanent team of four at the time. First move I made her learn was Heal Pulse.

Wouldn't you feel guilty, too? You've been struggling to take this thing down...both your Pokemon and the wild Audino are exhausted...it's on the verge of fainting, and it heals you instead, even though it knows what will happen next.

It wasn't that bad when it happened, but when I thought about it...Audino2 years ago in Emotional

I really l-i-k-e youand by like i mean
i think i could love you.

it's not that typical, gushy-movie type of romance. you know, when its reciprocated and everything. it actually feels like my hearts burning. and i'm pretty sure it's saying, "fuck you!"

the thing is, you're so far away. and you're not perfect. and yet, you're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen or heard and if i could run 834 miles just to see you i'd be there in a heartbeat. we could stay up all night and i could listen to you for hours and i'd do my best to kiss away all of your problems and self doubt.

its not even the fact that my feet are cold and i need you to warm them up. i can seeI really l-i-k-e you3 years ago in Emotional

1.How long have you known you are part of the LGBT community?
Since Agust of 2010.

2. Was it a struggle (emotionally) for you at the beginning?
It still is.

3. How did you start to discover your sexuality? (Example, thoughts, feelings…ex)
Well I had feelings for a friend of mine, but I just shrugged it off as just friend love, then I went out with 4 diffrent guys in a month (I feel like a whore writing this) and I broke up with then within a week because I didn't like the feeling I got. I literally felt physicaly sick.

4. What part of the LGBT community do you belong to? (Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, ex)
I'm a lesbian.

5. How loLGBT Quiz2 years ago in Emotional

When you're gay

I posted this on my livejournal and decided to post it here for everyone to understand. I won't keep this up probably. Just a note I wanted people to read.

Yes, I'm gay

By Sasurealian

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I am pretty sure no one reads these stupid journals, but now I'm not so sure. See, I like to rant a lot and apparently that gets me into trouble. I dunno who all is reading this, but I am going to make something very clear in these journals. If you don't like me then don't read these. Same thing goes for those who want to send me to hell. It offends me like NO OTHER when people judge me. I've decided to post this journal as a way for peopleWhen you're gay2 years ago in Emotional

Pit Bulls are innocent

Pitbulls
by darastriktsuki

Every year pit bull terriers are responsible for the death of 3 people

40 children a year drown in 5 gallon water pails, in your lifetime you are 16 times more likely to drown in a 5 gallon water pail then be killed by a pit bull.

Pit bulls were known as the number 1 family dog in the 20th century, but the very same qualities that make this breed such a wonderful pet, are also valued by those who use them as fighting dogs, training them in brutal methods, some even going as far as to sew bottle caps under the dogs skin to ensure they're in constant pain, to make then more aggressive.

150 people a year are killePit Bulls are innocent2 years ago in Emotional

a dog and his girl.he was one of those rare creatures that didn't lend themselves easily to the eye. it wasn't that he was harsh or ragged or even beastly, but there was a certain darkness to the eye, a sharpness to the tooth that made it easy for the first impression to one of fear and the second to be that of panic. it wasn't until the third impression, until the seconds had settled and the dust gathered around the soles - when breath suspended and the pulse began to languidly fall into rhythmic waves instead of war drums - that the truth revealed.

and the truth was not one of stigma or myth - it wasn't vicious nor was it cruel. the truth was a heart bigger a dog and his girl.2 years ago in Emotional

I Love YouI don't care about your age, gender, height, or weight. You could be gay, straight, bisexual, ugly (which you're not), pretty, skinny, fat (which you're not). I love you for you. I don't care about anything else. If you feel down just talk to me. You might say I don't understand and you're probably right. I may not. But I can still try to help. Just know that I love every single one of you! You are all beautiful. And if you're thinking "Oh it's because you haven't seen me" or "You're only saying that but you don't mean it" or "Everyone else is but I'm not" or anything along those lines....WRONG! If you'd send me a picture of you in your worstI Love You10 months ago in Emotional

Seventeen (In Phases)1.

It was because her parents had named her for the grandmother who had broken her mother’s heart. The grandmother whose heart was supposed to have melted from her birth and hadn’t.

That was why her mother barely looked at her. That was why she called her ‘girl’.

That was why she liked to pretend she was the quiet woman in the background of an old black and white movie. Because everything here was like an old black and white movie.

[And if she really looked back, her mother had never appreciated the elegance of the 1950s enough.]

2.

It was because she hated surprises. The surprise she got on her sixth birthday whSeventeen (In Phases)3 months ago in Emotional

i don't have the wordsI'm getting used to this feeling—not because it's comfortable. In fact, it's lodged itself between my lungs and my ribcages and makes every moment a gasp for air. But I've grown into it—into relearning how to breathe, into talking in more of a whisper so that people feel like they need to be closer just to hear what I'm saying, into rewiring my circuitry so that every waking moment isn't spent deciphering what's in my head.

Since the thing is explaining that would be like trying to hold up the sky with just the palm of your hand. Millions of years of the atmosphere and gravity existing—completely unyielding—all reduced toi don't have the words2 years ago in Emotional

How To Save a Life1. Love
2. Always be willing to listen
3. Let things go
4. Laugh with someone everyday
5. Lend a hand
6. Don't be scared
7. Listen with your heart, not just your ears
8. Stop
9. Breathe
10. Cry if you must
11. Touch
12. Forgive
13. Release
14. Have faith
15. Surrender
16. Open up
17. Remember
18. Accept help
19. Don't assume somebody is okay because they say they are
20. Be a shoulder to cry on
21. Let go... There's a beautiful lesson in the breakdown
22. It's okay to be different
23. Smile
24. Just be
25. Don't EVER think you're 'weak'
26. Be prepared to cancel all your plans if someone needs you
27. Trust each otheHow To Save a Life3 years ago in Emotional

b r o k e n."You. broke. me."

"Sorry?"

"Sorry's lost its meaning."b r o k e n.2 years ago in Emotional

Our Lullaby. . . . .

"Look at it.
What do you see?"

It's bleeding. . . . it's hurt. . . .
Try touching it and it'll break. . . . .

It's weak. . .
protected by those thorns. . . .

*Heh. . . . . silly one. . . . . . it's only hurting itself.*

But it was YOU.

Because of you,
your hate,
your mistakes,
your reject,
your emptiness,
your coldness,
your stories,
your crosses,
your comfort,
your pain,
your ignorance,
your aggression,
your exclusion. . .

Your lullaby. . . .

Try talking to it words of love.

And see how it breaks. . . . slowly and painfully. . . . . .

LEAVE IT ALONE

it's trying to heal.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I gueOur Lullaby. . . . .1 year ago in Emotional

Dates - Makorra and BosamiDates

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Mako was trying his damnedest to not pay attention to the perverted leader of the Wolfbats leering at Korra, but he just couldn't. Every few practice punches he threw, he was looking over his shoulder and observing the scene with an obvious glint in his amber irises. Tahno was standing off to the side of the training room with the rest of his group, sending Korra hungry looks as he watched her spar with Bolin, however, she didn't seem to notice, or she was just ignoring him. It was sick, and it was annoying the Firebender to no end – for more than one reason than the fact that it was completely inappropriate. He hated that TaDates - Makorra and Bosami1 year ago in Emotional

For YouI cried for you today.

It was a piece of music. A beautiful piece with a French name, all graceful curves and longing. I was in love with it immediately, just the way I was in love with you.

The truth is that I don't listen to music much anymore.

I don't sing.

I used to.

But the words hurt a little too much, now.

There were no words this time. Just a piano and a thousand memories tumbling along with these bittersweet notes that made my chest tighten and ache.

The memories seem like a lifetime ago. The girl in them smiles and laughs. She's so carefree. She looks like the girl in the photographs in my room, the one I don't quite recognizFor You2 years ago in Emotional

Identity problem.I'm a girl, an average girl.

I look at other girls, analyze their potential, whether they are cute or not and I sometimes wonder if their boobs are natural or man-made. But that's what girls do, right? We criticize each other.

I'm just another girl.

I sometimes have problems with my body and how I look, problems with my reflection in the mirror. So I seek baggy clothes, to hide myself. Yet in this culture only guys are allowed to use baggy clothes, so I have to buy in the man's section, because their clothes are cuter and softer and I feel more comfortable in them. But that's something I can't help, right?

I'm… what am I?Identity problem.3 years ago in Emotional

Regret?Everyone writes about broken dreams, whether love is worth the pain, the crushed dreams of yesterday and chipped hearts incomplete. Everyone writes out of insecurities of the beautiful that brings us anguish of a heartful. I believe that the more negative things we spread in this world, the darker this world will become. And if only we could learn to share in action and words of the things we should live for, then this world may just have become just a little bit better than before.

We should never forfeit the good things in life because of the bad,and make our decisions in life based soly upon them. The most valuable things in life are defiRegret?2 years ago in Emotional

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