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Julyy 31st 2011 July 31st

I was whining to God and saying, "I can't believe this!  They don't even say oh my God yet they all watch R rated movies together nearly every night.  And they think its all fine and dandy because they have clear play, which is supposed to knock off the cussing and sex scenes.  It's still bad, because it was made bad, they just covered it up, it stills originates back to it.  And they expect ME not to say anything bad?  Hold on, calm down, just don't cuss or say anything dirty and you and say whatever you want."  I reasoned with myself further and said, "Okay, you can say heck, dang, frikin' and whatever, just not the real thing."Julyy 31st 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 26th 2011 September 26th 2011

I was doing my makeup and grimacing because of the sorry conditions of my face when the Lord said, "There's a time and place for everything, there's a time for beauty and there's a time for humility.  If you had a perfect body then no one would listen to you and the things I say through you because they'd think to themselves, 'She doesn't know loneliness or ugly phases or rejection, look at her, she's perfect.'  Stay as you are, don't change a thing.  Is it not better to have peoples' ears than their eyes?"September 26th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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One Year in Stories & Vignettes
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August 9th 2011 August 9th 2011

I was wondering why in a romance the man is the one to always make the decisions and be the judge over the woman.  So I asked God about it and He said, "I judge the man, and the man judges you.  If the man has a heart after my own and listens to my instruction  he will judge you fairly, that's why all of you women are corrupted, because no men are after my heart and they judge you unfairly and ruin your good reputation and motives."August 9th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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Reflection on a Teammate  I've never really been into sports and all, being the quiet chubby girl I've been all my life. I played basketball for four years and loved every single second of it. But I quit the minute I got to high school because I knew there was no way in hell I could handle it. So I had to find a sport that required little running… and that's how I became a thrower. A discus, shot put and javelin thrower.
Like I mentioned before, I was really very quiet, especially around people that are older than me and that I didn't know. So I just went along through practice and just kept to myself- ran my laps, stretched, did abs. And then came the time foReflection on a Teammate in Stories & Vignettes
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Memories You make see the world as a place so evil and corrupt, where every corner reminds me of your presence. And every set of brown eyes aren't the same shade as yours.

I crave your warm embrace. I need the feeling of you holding me close, late at night when the wind screams out the pain I feel when you aren't around. I want my eyes to meet yours once again. Just for a brief moment so I know you feel the way I do.Memories in Stories & Vignettes
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May 27th 2012 May 27th 2012

I was thinking about posting up all of my entries onto DeviantArt, but then again, I didn't want anyone to steal them, because they were 'mine'.  But then God said, "Not they aren't they're mine."  And so I'll post them generously.May 27th 2012 in Stories & Vignettes
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May 1st 2012 May 1st 2012

I accidentally deleted my drafts, sents, and inboxes, thus losing all of my March, April, and late February journal entries, and I was crying, but then god said, "It doesn't matter.  As long as you know I love you."May 1st 2012 in Stories & Vignettes
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April 27th 2012 April 27th 2012

I was thinking about my friend and her boyfriend walking down the hall, holding hands, and then suddenly Jesus popped up in between them, gleefully holding their hands.
"Your lust is futile.  Where is God in your lust, because only he can make it love."  God said.April 27th 2012 in Stories & Vignettes
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April 1st 2012 April 1st 2012

I had just watched What Dreams to Come and I was perplexed by what was interpreted as eternity; that people in heaven could save others by going to hell; that people could be reborn; and from sources other than the movie, that the only requirement for an entry into heaven was, 'and whosoever believeth in Him shall have everlasting life.'  It just didn't make sense; how could just the simple belief in Jesus Christ save your soul?  Because I know of those who say they believe in God, and Jesus, but they're still going to hell.  And if they aren't how could God let them in?  That's simply blasphemous to those that truly believe April 1st 2012 in Stories & Vignettes
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February 4th 2012 February 4th 2012

"Saved by the bell, what an inconspicuous thing to say.  A bell can only ring so many times before it dies, but my salvation rings forever."

I was asking God who I could pray for whom I was angry at, but I wasn't mad at anyone.  "I love a heart that does not wrath." He acknowledged.February 4th 2012 in Stories & Vignettes
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December 8th 2011 December 8th 2011

Today I ministered to my History class.  Some boys were talking about how they constantly cuss then pray to God for forgiveness, just so they can do it again and feel right.  Then I told them about what You told me, and they started laughing.  "God doesn't talk to you.  He only talks to people when they're praying or reading the Bible." One said.  But then the teacher made us shut up, but when he was talking, and I was thinking of a response, God told me what to say.  So when the teacher shut up, I said to them, "That's not true.  The people in the Bible heard from God, didn't they? And they didn't have the Bible." And theDecember 8th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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December 7th 2011 December 7th 2011

I had a dream tonight, a dream that Alex heard from God, and he was telling mom about it and it was important, but I overheard.  And I became so jealous.  So I went to my room and began plotting of how to deceive Alex and twist his mind and break his heart towards the Lord.  I didn't want to kill him; I wanted to send his soul to a living hell while he was alive then the real hell when he died.  And by just imagining and hoping for something like this I became as bitter and twisted as I was planning for Alex to be.  And I was proud of my pride and jealousy, and I didn't care what God thought of what I was doing, but I didn'December 7th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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October 25th 2011 October 25th 2011

As I was thinking about people and their authentic faith in their own beliefs, He said, "Sure, you'll have your skeptics that think they 'see right through you', but keep on believing, for your faith is powerful."October 25th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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October 5th 2011 October 5th 2011

I was getting depressed with aches of loneliness and complaining about how I'm never my friends' preferred one.  Then God said, "What part of set apart don't you understand?October 5th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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October 4th 2011 October 4th 2011

I was approaching my friend and her friend when suddenly her friend said to me, "Go away, nobody likes you."  
But then class had started God said, "It's not you they don't like, it's me."
Then when I got home I was complaining to God about why I have to always be improving myself.  In return God responded sternly, "People hold you in high regard, so start acting like it."
And that night I was crying  about how my friends are always lying to me and I was crying because I thought that if I had a boyfriend it'd be different and that he wouldn't lie to me.  But then God asked, "Boys are going to lie to you too, so why do yoOctober 4th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 25th 2011 September 25th 2011

So I was thinking romantic thoughts in my bed early in the morning and felt drawn to read the Word.   So I grabbed my Bible and said dreamily to God, "Lord, give me a promise about Zachary."  And so I flipped to a random page and this is the first thing I read.  1st Corinthians chapter 6 verses 12 through chapter 7.  It was about sexual immortality and staying pure and that it's better to stay single than married and the whole time I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.  But seriously, need I worry about marriage any longer, God's got me, and he's the only one that will truly have me, heart and all.September 25th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 24th 2011 September 24th 2011

I was drawing this picture for a contest and I got so frustrated that I cussed God.  "And to think I'm the one to whom you'll owe this victory." He said with a sigh.  And immediately I knew I was going to win the contest and win the 300$ and I felt so guilty, so I apologized and even to this day, and I still haven't figured out if I won, I don't regret apologizing.  That was thematic evidence against Christ the Lord.September 24th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 19th 2011 September 19th 2011

I was thinking about Evan Almighty and how in this one scene God is the waiter.  "Hey, that's not fair," I thought to myself.  "Why did her have to be the waiter, why the waiter?"
"Well duh, I became flesh and blood in this place to serve!  What else was I ever doing?  I am the Provider, the Replenisher." Jesus said sarcastically in response.  I laughed.September 19th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 17th 2011 September 17th 2011

I was thinking about how at lunch today I was hesitant to speak the name of God when I was explaining of how I'd felt His touch and healing from a cold.  "Your boldness to speak my name will help them believe.  Did I not say to you that those who will pursue you will be doing so to pursue wisdom?  They might as well know where the wisdom came from." He said, so I will not be afraid.September 17th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 14th 2011 September 14th 2011

Looking out to the east I saw clouds revealing to me a place, a crystal clear lake cut off from view by a hill.  And to the left of those things lies a grassy meadow with rocks and mountains in the back.  It looked like Africa.  Straight above me is a cloud, shaped like the Lion of Judea.  And to the left is another cloud shaped like the Lion of Judea, but with intense, dark eyes.  "This world has darkened my eyes with grief." says the Lord to me now.  And I looked up to see that the Lion above, it too, had the same, dark eyes.  But to my right there was another cloud, again shaped like the Lion of Judea, but with the sunSeptember 14th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 14th 2011 September 14th 2011

I was on the bus and suddenly became frightened because my legs had gone numb and I couldn't move them.  Then God said, "See, no one wants to move unless there's strain and tension involved, because no one wants to move when they're comfy."
Only after a couple minutes did I get what He was saying.  God brings storms in our lives so that people will want to move towards him, because when everything's fine and dandy no one wants to move.September 14th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 12th 2011 September 12th 2011

Then in my room later that night I was talking to God about why there are so many farming parables in the Bible and why hardly any parables are suited for the wealthy.  I said, "Lord, you've got some weird parables in there."
"But didn't I say that it would be easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom?  Those who seem unprosperous in the world are very prosperous in Me.  And farming is classified as being at a humbled standpoint."September 12th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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September 12th 2011 September 12th 2011

I was looking at the solo I had received and how all I'd have to do was speak normally.  But it made me think that the teacher had given it to me because I couldn't sing well, but then God said, "Look at the words you're saying, you're encouraging people, you're making a point.  Your part doesn't need to be glamorized with voice, but with heart."September 12th 2011 in Stories & Vignettes
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