

I couldn't tell why, I couldn't understand how, but, I couldn't deny it. As my feet put themselves one in front of the other, I had begun counting out all the things that had escaped me, all the things I 'couldn't' do.
"Damn...."
In the heat of the moment, I had forgotten why I was running away. I had forgotten from whom that I was running, or, from what. I had forgotten everything, except how to breath, to run, and to not freeze to death. I hated the cold, but, as I began turning meters into miles, it was all that I knew. No matter how tight I pulled my coat, not matter how thick my gloves and boots were, the cold


Petersburg, Virginia June, 1864 There was war in the air. The morbid smell of death was surrounding me and making my stomach lurch. It was all too familiar and frankly, I've grown weary of all this death, and I've gotten sick of watching my men die. One by one seeing them get shot down, it's as if I'm sending them off to the slaughter. And this sound, this unearthly sound; overwhelming my eardrums and giving me this horrid headache! We're going to lose.
No, I'm not thinking straight. Focus, focus, focus, focus. They're the enemy, and you're in charge. I'm in charge.
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