

Can't forget your name, Your so happy with her I know. But, you'll never understand, that I loved you so.in Open
You blew me off, treated me like shit. You abused me with your words, and I wonder why I dealt with it.
I thought you were the man, who really did care. But, I never did realize, you were never there.
You make me scream, you make me cry. You make me starve, make me want to die.
I thought you loved me, but, boy was I wrong. Standing here with a knife in my hand, I know it won't be long.


+in Open
You tell me you think I will
never be happy. But consider
this: the hush of the Scarlet Ibis, my water breaking by the Santa
Cruz River, crying into the dirt.
We drive off the road, see if we
can name all the Indian tribes by
their footprints. You tell me your
thoughts on fog, that I will surely
never be happy here with you. I
tell you about the true - the way
the net of tarantulas played in your
hands, the scorpion we saved in the jar, the birds that leave their pecks &


You leaned in with vice upon your breath You spoke without duress Your lips, a thousand lies You steal my heart, my will slowly diesin Fixed


i am not a tease. i am just a reminder of what you cannot have.in Spoken Word
advanced apologies, for i can never be ordinary.
your mother wouldn't want you to bring me home for i refuse to bore my soul with pretenses
of the dainty who wears floor-length, floral skirts.
in your mold of the ideal woman, i am only a splatter on the sides and brims.
i cannot cook nor do the laundry unlike your wife-material present girl.
but you will never understand, why you gravitate towards my burp
chuckle, laughter


You calmed the storms of my heart And lifted me up on angel wings of gold You are an angel from my past, I never met Nor will I ever forget, I love you in ways That couldnt be written in song, or spoken The thought of you, shoots down to my legs And spirals my veins to my heart where it stays My hearts beats so fast it nearly jumps out my chest You are perfection my love and I couldnt live Without you being there holding me together Like a puzzle whose pieces are falling apart Piece by piece, you always no where they belong You are the queen to my king in thein Open


I love your eyes I love your smile I love it when you laugh I love you no matter what others may say I love you every minute of every day Someday i hope to be by your side No matter what may come at us For you, i would wait forever I love you no matter what the problem Your like a challenging riddle And just so you knowin Open
From now till times end I will love you now and Forever


It seems to me, that I have waited. Waited so long to meet you, So long to hold you, To kiss you, To love you.in Open
And now that I have, Every second apart Feels like forever.
It seems to me, that you have waited. Waited so long to meet me, So long to touch me, To taste me, To love me.
And now that you have, Every second apart Feels like forever.


"I should like to write of many things" Of Wonderlands, and secret spots, or spice and seasonings. To rhyme, not reason, seems so fair, As we watch 'neath a roséd air. Clouds and emeralds - silk skin bare -in Open
Before the dinner-gong rings.
Ginger-beer and idle eyes, I sit and do not idolise I merely think, twig-riddled hair; climb trees despite their size. Of mauve-topped crimson fields of wind, We sit and smile at thorny kin, As kisses linger on pre-bared skin, Soft songs to sweeten cries.
Cry shall I not, 'tis dead and chained And forget I shall o


If I were not here To suddenly disappear To miss you my love What would I bein Spoken Word
I would pain everyday In each single way And to watch far above Too much for me to bear
I would swing on a star And sleep in clouds afar But wander so alone in the night For heaven isn't heaven without you
Had the sun glistened my day As I watch the sun set away But only wish for you to be here How I yearn for your presence again
To know that eternity isn't near To be the saddest angel here Not feel your touch as I stand over you &nb


The dove, symbol of a phantom peace, Time when agony, hatred will cease, Folds its wings round the dearly departed All attempts upon the soul are thwartedin Song
Taking flight, oh such a wondrous sight my dove, you so beautiful, my salvation, my light with feathers so soft and of the purest white now I see what was wrong and what is right
But yet there is war within the soul, Demons and monsters still playing a role In the conflict of a mind, a consciousness
fiends ushered in by the evil mistress
Taking flight, oh such a wondrous sight my


I cant stand to be without you,in Sonnet
Will you miss me, too?
You are a wonderful friend,
And you shall be until the end
I pray that you do fantastically,
And someday our paths will meet, youll see.
Ill hold back my tears that threaten to fall,
Just bestow me with your number; Ill give you a call
I just want what is best for you,
Even though the thought of being without you makes me blue,
I just know that our friendship will go on, because its true, &nb


Lay thy arms around me for a while For telling these memories maketh me cry Thy face, thy smile and mind Thy hair, thy voice and beauty Will always linger here My Rose For thou are and always will be mine No matter what thee say For I will not listen to the fairy tales of yoursin Open
The first true love of mine As soon as I descried And forever is this what thou will be No other lips are worth But yours No other lips are worth No more
Thou are lying in my lap My Rose Are thou asleep or are thou here? I cannot know Ye


I can't remember your face. When I see it all together in real time, It's unfamiliar to me. You look like a stranger.in Open
Later I will try to remember how it looked. I only remember the tip of a nose, and scrunched eyelashes burned into my memory the memory of that instant because they were the most beautiful things I had ever seen. Not even in their reality, in the fleeting existence of the moment, but the potential of you all concentrated in those scrunched eyelashes. They were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.
I can't remember open eyes. M


The neon lights bathe my skin Redin Open
Blue
Red Yellow Hypnotic, the rhythm My mind reels My body sways The heat from the lights Flares.. off my skin My feet step, no time, only the voices in my mind Bodies press tight One song
One rhythm One beat No other thought but the bass in my ears No other sight but the strobes flashing blindly behind closed lids No other feeling but my heart in my chest and your hand at my waist


Heart Magicin Ballad
Heart Magic Love gets a little hectic Heart Magic Tears remain in tragic
Click back Just click back to the start To where our lives remain so apart Distant enough for no reason at all
Give me a chance Heave a little sigh Tonight to the next night One-way to a round trip
Love me, Love me Tell me from the bottom of it all No hushes and rushes
Girl, why remain in mystery Everything reverts into a lesson of history
Freedom is what you want Oh yes, a nod here and there


A blanket of snow covers the lawn, The sun arises in a new dawn, Yet I cannot appreciate this, For I am stuck in a black abyss, The black sun comes up in my world, The purple stars, their aura unfurled, Im waiting alone, the voices outside, Yet here I lay, in my world and hide, The scares all around me, of death and sorrow, Wishing for a new tomorrow, I can hear it, the fingers scratching at the lid, Letting in light from which I hid, A slow creaking, and then theres a face, Shining with sunlight, warm with embrace, I can tell that you liked me, otherwise youin Open


To me, you are glorious perfection Bright eyes in heaven are envious of my infinite love for you The stars will never twinkle the way you do You're like an angel trying to hide in night's cloak Your beauty is like a vast shore or a winged bird My love for you is as boundless as the farthest sea Or the distance from my window to the moon Whose light is quickly yielding sweet repose When I gaze upon your face, my heart sings I long for your soft touch upon my cheek And now I wonder... Could someone like you ever love someone like me?in Open


She steps off the bus... Finally free Free from all the responsibilities and expectations of her other life She takes a breath of the air The wind whispered "Freedom" She could smell it, from the blooming cherry blossoms to the nearby resteraunt Then he catches her eye She knew him from somewhere Maybe those dreams... Maybe in a fog He looked back at her and smiled He thought the same as her She walked up to him He, knowingly grabs her hand They walk off through the scenic views of monuments and the breathtaking sunset As they sit on the side of a hill, overlookingin Spoken Word


As daisies decorated the grass, And clouds confettied blue skies,in Open
Thoughts of you tickled my mind, Flirtatiously filleting good intent. Wandering through my aimless mind
We Eskimo kissed beneath beeches All holding hands and stroking backs, You dripped smiles on warm beaches
I watched your smooth bikini curves,
Grabbing gigglingly denied touches Of sun smoothed lithe soft skin, Kissing beneath sea deep paddlings Where hands can drift like tides. On heather clad hillsides wed lie Our naked feet running stream cooled, The afternoon sun basks in y


She opens her eyes to reality And realizes Shes all alone In this enclosed world she opened up For that one Who has the power to have her bliss And can shatter her to nothing. Hold her close Hold her tight For she may fade away tonight. Too late, But does he care? Without a thought Without a breath He is gone, Empty place once again. She convinced herself all is fine But the disguise softly melted Killing her with every memory. She wants to live She wants to die She wants to escape Before she breaks.in Open


Distance is our obstaclein Fixed
That divides you and me
Blinded by your hiddne love The one I live to breathe
Trying to find your beating heart
To match the one I have The one that will not fall apart
The one that will make me glad
Hypnotized by your peircing eyes Sparkling along with your killing smile
Feeling weak way deep inside
Feeling you further like a mile
Always dream the way you talk
And knew just what to say
Dreaming just the way you walk Slowly melts my heart away
Can't control these feelings  


I fill my days with you And at times I wonder if I should allow myself The luxury of dreaming When dreams are meant for those of us Who have at least some chance of finding Our ways in this dreadful thing we call Life They whispered that you loved me but Could not forget her Some crimson ribbon tied to your finger To keep you back Tied to a memory of yesterday, vague and Faltering But still strong enough to keep you from me Until you cut your ties to the broken world that Held no glamour for you and you came to Me at last My heart broke for yin Open


matthew and iin Open
chew chew chew chew little bubblegum marbles, white and hard at first and totally circular i put one on the table and jab it with a blue ballpoint pen; it smears a tear we play together on orange and green rag carpets and flick yellow paper lanterns into the air ..up into the wood paneling where there are twenty thousand dark lines, running downwards like paint streaks
i tell him that the age of the house is seventy three years old and I know this because the house told me by whispering in my ear when he was in the bathroom
i love him like salt water toffee hard