

my two favorite shades of lipstick are Passionate and Heartbrokenin Open
(one by Cover Girl, the other from Max Factor)
theyre surprisingly similar in color, one only slightly


Uitasem cat de bine e sa te tin in brate Si sa numar secundele care trec pe langa noi ... Nu le vom putea opri niciodata ... dar ... Vom putea intotdeauna sa pastram amintirea lor ... Nu vom putea uita niciodata zgomotul apei care curgea in baie, Am uitat sa o opresc dupa ce m-am spalat pe fata de toate greutatile mele ... Ar fi fost pacat sa oprim curgerea amintirilor de dragul banilor. Eram saraci si eu ... si tu ... n-aveam bani decat pentru lapte si tigari. Pe care oricum nu ni le cumparam noi fiindca nu aveam atatia bani in fiecare zi.in Open
Cateodata mergeam si ne plimba


We cannot speak to eachother without hurting, so why do we go on? I just want to be with you, talk to you, like friends do...in Fixed
We live in such different worlds, but we can't be enemies, right? These worlds are just the pain, the pain of realities existing in vain...
Our hearts must be connected somehow, or can we end up like this anyway? I think this is a kind of love we can't master, a love that ends in disaster...
Your love My heart
Your memory My lament


Is it going to end up like one of those moments, Where we both sit here, looking at our hands. I know you hate how I bite my nails. It clicks through the painful silence.in Open
I still see in you what I wanted to know. But I dont understand it yet. So I guess its not fair for you to leave yet.
I could just be being selfish, as we sit in this moment. With no talking. Barely thinking. Barely alive. Being what we were seems a million miles away, Almost a lifetime ago, those leaps into the sky. And you used to catch me.
But were just silence n


Spring Leaves awake Spread their green Cakes are baked Have you noticed?in Open
Summer Swimming with friends Cookouts and beaches Vacations that never end Did you pay attention?
Fall The leaves turn School Begins Eager children learn Do you remember?
Winter Garbage bag sledding Soda Bread and hot cocoa Funerals and Weddings Hills of white Have you learned anything?
Friends come and go Mothers fight Grandmothers sew
But pay attention remember this moment
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Change;in Spoken Word
Its here, its there, Its constant, its never stopped. As a teen,
I stand here, A critical time of our lives, and yet time passes on. We, us, always changing. Finding our path; finding our identity. Reminiscing on many things. Seconds pass, minutes pass, hours pass. We only care for ourselves. My, you, we are all a one man army. Its a cruel thing to say, Yet, somewhere in our hearts, we know we are that way. The walking next generation. We fail sometimes to think of others. We play the sympathy games when hurt


"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me." But wait and stop and thinkin Open
and you'll realize its not true. Your tongue is like a sword and your words can pierce my heart; like a knife through the thing that gives me life. Just dig it in and twist it; make me bleed make me cry. Keep talking keep accusing if you think
that it can't hurt me. So just go ahead
and beat me; and if you don't
get what I mean I'm talking about verbally.


i feel no pain you are not there, i am sorry i cannot feel this i cannot feel you i cannot feel myself maybe i am not... maybe i have already been Crushed this feeling of nothingness, of cold, of space... maybe i amin Open
Dead


Commanding myself to go and do Has never been an easy thing You see, I'm an epic procrastinator. If there's anything else to do I will do it instead Even if work is already overdue. Sometimes I question what is happening: Is it a product of society's core? Making too many things to even view? I worry of times ahead.in Fixed
Not just for me, but everyone. Will the numbers grow Who can't even concentrate for a second? Or is this how it's always been But only now we have the evidence? This cannot be proven, as proof's only just begun: But will we be re


Symphony of Liesin Ballad
I sit here listening to the tune, A deception put to song, Its words echo in my mind, A tune I heard too long.
The faces in the orchestra, They say they are my friend, But the music just goes on and on, Their slander never ends.
I here them say theyll listen, I here them say they care, But where are they when they need them, Why are they never there?
I cannot help but listen, To there symphony of lies, My face is hard and sullen, It is my heart that cries.
Its strange I listen to


Why are you the enemy? Dictated by your dichotomyin Open
You stand around the land Commiting acts long since banned
But who are we to complain? We are the ones feeling the pain
And we make a mockery of you As we are made into the apocolyptic stew.


Do You Recall?in Open
Do you recall, when we first met? It was fall, and recall, The rain, the call, light in the sky. Recall the day, and why?
That it was through friends, a friend of yours, Friend of mine, you were there. After they left, and you stayed hours. You and me, and we spoke.
It was planned, they didnt know. Were they mad? Was it wrong? They didnt mind, said it showed. Expected, they had thought.
They said they knew, knew it would be. Suspected, expected. If I met you, if you met me. Twa


The Beast sat in the corner and licked its lips. "So close," It said, "So very close." The Beast knew he couldn't hold out "If only they do it One Morein Open
Time I will be out. Free to reak the destruction i was once able to. Untill he imprisoned me in this God forsaken prison! He's constantly making it stronger, but soon I'll be free!" The Beast laughed, and licked i


Hope burns brightest at its worst, When darkness clouds it and light is burst. But by the phoenix, the flame will grow. Together, they will start and flow.in Open
For fire loves the great flame bird, And the phoenix seeks to simply merge, With pure bright light, and truth in plight. The phoenix loves the fire, bright.
Flame, however, burns and sears, So the bird began to fear Heat's sweet call, and a rift appeared. Yet still the flame loved the firebird.
Finally the lovers last Could no longer stand to stand so fast. The red-plumed bird fle


You're under my skin, Trapped in my heart, Trying to break out, I don't want to be a part of my own hurt.in Spoken Word
If your planning on leaving, Do it as quickly as you can, Don't linger around, I will shove you away.
If your planning on staying, Love me tender, Love as I am, Don't let me go.
Make up your mind, Me or her, Leave or stay, Walk away or hold me close, It's your choice.
Take it or leave it, If it's time for you to go, I'll wipe my tears and sew the hole in my heart, If your planning on staying,


He has scraped through the agonies of heaven, Sifted through immeasurable souls With the accuracy of the omnipotent, And finding each one lacking, has sealed His hearing to the voices he created.in Open
He neither recognises or understands the Discordant cacophony rupturing from his Dystopian nightmare. A twin soul rises, With open palms to shelter the bodiless ruins That shriek for salvation.
Thousands turn to the night for the light That it offers. The rocking lull of shelter and warmth. The empty bottles spinning, the endless smoking Whispers


Some words of glowing cruelty I watch them leaving into infinity of time where they'll build up their empire soon.in Open
So tomorrow I'll travel to our mother sun burning my flagship in a flurry of flames that everyone can watch the falling star.
This is my ode to an exalted episode and my anthem to the indestructable truth, so jealous demons and angels give up comparing their poetry.
Leaving a hole in the structure of reality I wander off into transcended spheres playing "catch" without arms and still win this game.
Sincerely your Bird of Her


HOPEin Fixed
The full pale moon is rising in the dark, gloomy night A lonely Banshee is crying before the coming fight Wolf-eyes are glowing in the deep green forest And the army of fallen angels is attacking the fortress
Angel Gabriel licks the dripping blood from his wing And black feathers are falling to the ground He asks himself what the next day would bring And if a way to victory could be found
The huge, golden sun is shining at the deep blue sky Where the mighty God is guarding his glorious land Behind a great wall of dark clouds appears a golden band  


Long nights I have stood here, Motionless. Watching the wanderings Of mortals passing me by. My seclusion, my isolation Makes me the site of both secret trysts And clandestine heartbreaks.in Open
In the lilting music filtering through the garden, Among the party-goers, the revelers, Comes many a story of love, found and lost. I do not care for the drunkards, But the lovers, made of champagne and chocolate. Their stories catch my interest.
Many women have cried on my shoulder In the sticky sweetness of summer Heat plastering chiffon to bare skin &


in Fixed
at the deep end of the genetic pool lie normal distributions of life's best agents of change this is nature's last jest
we shape the world with mind as working tool and every day we find we cannot rest at the deep end of the genetic pool
no one expects that we will leave this school the whole of life is an unceasing test we did not ask but we have been assessed at the deep end of the genetic pool


It was dawn, and the sun was breathing clouds of pink, orange, and white. And some invisible man, from so very high up was stitching new colours into the sky, closing them tight, by spindle and thread so all the Martians and systems and constellationsin Open
would never be seen again. At least for a little while. Knees crossed, coat buttoned, coffee mug steaming I read the paper out loud, so all of the mountains and trees and you could hear the news,
November seventeenth, 1968.
And I told you all about the car crash by Sycamore Bridge.
You asked