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SometimesSometimes, you feel like giving up. In your mind, you had given up all hope and all that’s left to do is to quietly disappear in a corner. Perhaps you didn’t have enough courage to continue moving on; afraid of failure, you stand still in the road called life, unsure of what to do next. Fear of being unable to stop what’s going to happen next, fear of being unable to prevent that same mishap from happening again, fear of falling again after that one thousand failures. Because of that fear, you’re moving further from me.Sometimes12 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word
“Now all I want to do is forget this ever happened. Forget it all, go to sleep, and never wake
Reactantyou were the worlds for a whileReactant7 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
now it hurts when you smile
forgive yourself and move on
we're all fools to god
Grand Ball for FoolsI keep bashing my head against this same goddamn wall,Grand Ball for Fools8 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
over and over again,
I let myself fall,
and I can't even fight,dear
I can't even crawl,
because your hands in my chest,
keep making my heart stall,
and i won't ever die, dear,
even though the reaper stands near and tall,
I'll always be your pretty little puppet,
although when you're bored of this my name you won't recall,
so i'll be cast away like a bag in the breeze,
And i'll perish finally of the hate you forced me to install,
with my last breath I'll still curse you
-no myself.
For I knew since the beginning that this waltz wasn't worth my pain at all.
this placedull grey buildingsthis place10 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
in a dull grey town
full of faces that always frown
it makes me sick to look at your face
it reminds me of this place
I'd rather be diseased than to be with you
I'd rather burn my eyes with a hot spoon at least it'd be something to do
I can't stand this town everything appears dark and grey
I'd do anything just to escape this place for day
this is the kind if place that can only be improved by a terrorist bomb plot
they might as well destroy everything and start again
I'd bury you with it and solve both problems in one
I can't stand these dull grey buildings
this dull grey town
and I can't stand you
Thank YouMy life has been nothing but pain and suffering from the moment I was born, but that doesn't matter now I have clawed my way from the depths of pain and anguish so that I can sit atop this mountain of challenges, of walls, of trails even. my life was hard yes but I am happy now I have my friends like lightningShinobi-sama, Tsunade-sensei,Dyxo-sensei, and kuroshitsuji-chan.Yes there are times I think back to what if I hadn't been strong enough to fight my way here but then I look forward to what I will fight my way to. you are all my friends and I will always remember you, You all have a special place in my heart and at my side as artists andThank You11 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Anchors and HorizonsI don't deserve this.Anchors and Horizons9 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Being treated like I don't matter by the one person who is supposed to make me smile.
Being cast off when you're bored.
I have emotions.
A heart.
I'm not just some cheap thrill you can love, ignore, then complain when I start to drift away..
One day my drifting will coast too far and I won't come back.
I'll be suspended in someone else's ocean,
out of the reach of your riptide's strangling fingers.
I'll float away and leave you..
let you drown on your own.
Magma Del Reinayou play with my purplest heartMagma Del Reina16 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
say i make the most hurtful of art
but i come full circle to bark
& piss on the tree the wolfs dirtiest laugh
GunshotOne bulletGunshot16 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The gun is loaded
Pointed at my head
Will you pull the trigger?
Hell is...I have been to hellHell is...16 hours ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I HAVE been to hell
And I can tell you
that after death
there may be a heaven
but there isn't a hell.
Because hell
hell is here.
Hell is sitting in a cubicle
crying, during lunchbreak
when the devils
are your classmates
Hell is the back of a classroom
choosing someone for groupwork
when the devil
is your partner
Hell is a hospital room
holding your grandfathers hand
when the devil
is inside of him
Hell is your own room
mother, yelling for no reason
when the devil
lives with you
Hell is your life
nobody loves you
when the devil
is everyone around you
But...
Hell is a moment
that will pass
all you have to do
is kick your own ass
Hell is a hideout
a protective place
when the devil
hates his own face
Hell is imaginary
created by fear
of people scared you will
be better than they are
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