The opposite of warmth, what is it? Is it the cold, dark smile of a culprit? Is it the frigid glow from his sharpened blade, Or is it the fear of a child, alone and afraid? Is it as simple to explain as day is to night, As ebony black is to ivory white? Maybe its deeper, something unclear Like the leap of an elk to the prance of a deer Maybe it isnt as easy as cold Or maybe its something that hasnt been told
Tearing and stabbing Ripping and shredding It's what I deal with From day to day The crying at night Does not help me sleep It has the opposite effect And now my soul is tired I have no energy left All caused by this heart of mine It's blashphemy The hold it has on me All it brings is pain Give me morphine So there will be numbness And I can live again I can breathe Or better yet Tear my chest open And rip my heart out I can guarantee That with my last breath I will smile For I will be rid of My heart
These emotions I'm feeling They're out of control And welling up inside ABout ready to burst No way for them to escape And I don't know what to do I'm lost in confusion Lost in the world Lost without a soul Lost without a mind The only thing found Is an empty shell Stripped of emotions Stripped of its life Isn't thatthe ideal life To not feel the pain To not feel the hate To not know the horrors To just live your life Without a care Seems like Heaven To be empty For to be empty Would mean paradise
Runing through my veins Streaming down my face Burning me Marking me Eating away at me I hate the feeling Acid rushing Can't take the pain It flows to my wrists There's only one way out To use the blade I have ignored That was locked away And now it's back And now that the blade is in my hand It serves its purpose The acid runs to floor Tarnishing the boards As the acid runs down my arm It leaves behind a filth That can never be washed away
Radiant as the sun in spring She walked in, the girl who made love out of nothingness Asked how she looked, I replied Better than all the rest She says I havent seen anyone else I know Shining brighter than the stars Shes walking in, hair up, makeup on, wearing a green dress Asking how shes looking, Im replying Better than all the rest She says I havent looked at anyone else I know Luminescent like the moon She walks in, white T, no makeup, and hair a mess  
I caught myself glimsping at you the memories of us go by I feel the pain and I smile knowing I have learned from you the only reason I think your cute is cause of the man you were not the boy you are now Im happy alone, I fine wit dat Perfectly fine without you
Always dreaming Of what can never be Always screaming To never be heard Always falling Towards impending doom Always crawling Getting nowhere at all Always dying The same painful death Always crying To the silent night Always running Away from this place Always running Away from disgrace Always diving Deeper and deeper Always striving For nothing at all Always thinking But getting nowhere Always sinking But nobody cares
Sleep away in your tower. The moon is your light. Your gun is your sacred weapon. Your scope is your sight. Remember the "Sniper's Prayer." Dreams of that one shot. Dare to speak your mind? Just don't get caught. Sleep with your gun. In your arms it rests. One man.... One gun.... One bullet.... Goodnight my sniper. These are the words of your guardian angel.....
The Angel and the Devil. Angel you, The Devil once said What if red was not the blues enemy, What if the darkness was more innocent then the light? The Angel laughed and spoke with soft curved lips; Then what if the river went dry and the sky fell down on uss? Would you have the light to blame? No, The Devil replyed We're all to blame. The Angel agreed, True, but it's true what you said, Things aren't always what they seem.. Then, what if the darkness would love the light? Impossible! The Devil snarled, No one likes the colour G
You see me! You see. You see the way I act and talk. But that is all you see. You put me down in a cage. You see bars that I can not touch because of the electric current. You see me cry, cry and suffer. But, thats all you see. What you do not see is; My heart can cut right though those bars! I would come out my cage and stab you with my creativity. You see noting, but you do not understand that noting can be every thing. I can make things you can not out of noting. I see noting as of a house. You see noting as a load of rubbish. &nbs
(Not so) Proud user of a Vista (Warning! Contains harsh language) Once upon a time, this miserable little human being decided to buy a laptop, so he got up and jogged happily to the nearest SATURN supermarket, just down at Moscow square. What a happy day it was, birds chirping, trees started to bloom, and he was gone to buy a laptop. He's been planning it for a vast year, he choose the brand and the specifications carefully and finally this day everything will come true. Now le miserablé enters the shop, and gets that new Fujitsu-Siemens off the shelf that he's been dreaming for so long. But this is a speci
Alone Alone is what I am in the world Abandoned, discarded, unwanted Tossed in the cold, dark corner by the one I loved I sigh and cry, praying hell hear my pleas Hoping beyond hope that he still loves me Where are you, my dark one, the one that brought me joy? Perhaps he didnt love me Perhaps it was just a ploy You say you used to love me, So where did that love go? You dont just wake up and say no But here I am, alone again a fate that was inevitable And here Ill stay, wait
J'me suis reveiller a matin, en sachant qu'on etait samedi! pi vu que t'est loin, bin j's'avai qu'on s'verrai aujourd'hui! J'me suis preparer, Ma chambre un peu plus ramasser! J'suis aller prendre ma douche, pour etre propre a tes yeux! Parce que quand j'sent bon, c'est comme ca que tu m'veux! Ensuite j'ai diner, quoi, stai une matinee comme les autres, une journer pleines de fautes! pi la jai attendu jusqua trois heures Le momment qu'tarrive j'le connais parcoeur! mais t'arrive pas? c'est vrai t'a changer tes horraires! tu fini a 5! mais en attendant qu'est ce que jpourr
Sometimes I have to wonder How much you understand Things aren't always as they seem Including what's at hand Your depth of understanding Can only go so deep And, you know, sometimes the seeds you sew Are not the ones you reap I look around me everyday At all the people passing I wonder why you're different to me And I find myself still asking Why the sun keeps setting And rises up again I don't have the strength to carry on Since I can't remember when Why the birds keep singing I hear them far and near But I still can't shake it
3AM And here I am Crying alone Once again You thought you helped me Pulled me out But you really don't get What it's all about My eyes grow heavy My spirit weak You make me abandon All that I seek The frustration kills me Pulls me down Lifts me up And spins me around But you still try to help Make things okay I just can't listen To a word you say For your words, they throw me Make me believe That you feel what you don't They give me false relief Instead, I'd prefer To be on my own Because
You think you've got me figured out You think you know what this is about You think you can take the pain away You think you can take me and make me okay You think you've changed me, turned me around You think you've got me rooted steadfast to the ground You think it's all right, that everything's fair You think you're concerned, you think that you care You think your religion is giving me hope You think that your prayer is helping me cope You think you can give back what you've taken from me You think what you're doing isn't killing me... When really... I know that
My head pounds My heart beats Ever time step closer and closer To you When I smell The sent of your clone So warm and inviting Sent chills down my spine You make me feel like I belong I feel safe with you I cant stop smilling When my head pound My heart beats Every time we inch closer and closer When we hug When are lips meet My head pounds MY HAERT BEATS
Small, small flower I want you to shine. I´ll protect you from the storm that hurts you each time. In your world there is going to be a bright, bright sun. and even though there will be rainy days there would still be a light.
I protect the ones who are near Shielding them from fear Determined to not give in Finding Courage from within I protect but do not harm I am always by your arm Put me away, I'm still there. Waiting here because I care I am happiest when I'm wield Cause I am a protective shield
Its like hitting a brick wall. Trying to push through, yet in vain. It's determined not to budge. After pouring my heart into pushing myself through . It collapses. Though, toppling on top of me. Knocking the breath out of me , slowly sufficating me. O how I yearn for the sweet taste of fresh air. For what lyes past this horrible wall. Fighting for the surface. It seems so far away. It makes me want to give up. Though, that would be such a waste. Wouldn't it? So I continue on. Climbing and fighting. Getting my bones smashed and flesh to
i go through life my senses dull, but the doctors say that they can help i cannot see here's some glass i cannot hear take these pills i cannot taste hold your nose i cannot smell just breathe deeper i cannot feel you're on your own how does this look? well, i'm not sure could you come just a little closer glass hows your music? well, i'm sure its quite lovely just it won't reach my ears pills and your soup? surely splendid but i think i
Lies. Betrayal. Dissapointment. Names not spoken, Bonds slowly broken. I thought, I'd sought, Slowly searching this drowning sea. Simple tears, meaninglessly shed, noticed by none but I.