never heard through flooding of word talking effusively maybe silence will penetrate i think i deserve at least this so much, dwelling in sadness betwixt my prose and poetic thoughts can you love me could i be he? quality is not in loquaciousness so afraid of falling i can't fall when i'm already at the bottom maybe if i leapt i would fly? it's hard to follow dreams when you want everything how does one get everything? i don't want second rate i want to be the best best of all