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take a deep breathe and count to ten .

what just happened ... will never happen again .


your hands start to tremble; the sink is cold .

you tell yourself you are strong; you are bold .


don't look in the mirror and stare .

this isn't right ... this isn't fair .


don't think about it too much, or you'll go insane .

tears and blood make their way down the drain .


what just happened ... to me ?

why do you feel so gross and dirty ?


feeling so worthless and wasted .

so unloved , abandoned, and tasted .


having given them everything, every part .

why did they turn, and break your heart ?


shattering every piece, leave you broken .

every sense of joy and pride ... forgotten .


you thought you could trust them .

instead they left their black and blue emblem .


so take a deep breath and count to ten .

what just happened ... will never happen again .


you're safe now; stay with me

you're safe now ... stay with me


suck up your tears, and act your age .

you're not some animal, in some cage .


hold it in, and tell no one .

just withstand it, the pain will pass at dawn .


and close your eyes and count to ten ...

what just happened, is about to happen again .
had to express it .

sometimes i feel invisible , unseen , and forgotten .
i see people with their friends and suddenly feel sick . i've never had that , and i know i'll never have that .



im sorry for not being on much . a lot has taken place over here , and i will be severely busy for a long time /:

i am actually publishing a graphic novel , and could be working with DC comics . it is still up in the air , but i have a lot of work ahead of me .

my deepest apologies for not responding , and thanks for being patient .
i will try to respond as soon as possible <3
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Hello all:) Just writing down some of my thoughts at present. This was written about five minutes ago. What do you think of it?
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FORGET

To forget a promise made
To forget a heart in pain
To forget a friendship's fade
To forget attempts in vain

To forget the start
To forget the bloody end
To forget what breaks a heart
To forget about about a friend

To forget what you had
To forget what you lost
To forget why she's mad
To forget cruelty's cost

To forget a monster's sins
To forget an artist's layers
To forget the bloody skins
To forget silenced prayers

To forget a line of lies
To forget what most would hide
To forget a horrid cry
To forget who's heart will bide

Please forget
Forget to have known
Forget to have been shown
Forget everything,
You are not alone
I realize how much we've both hurt her....and maybe it would be best for her to forget.

I wrote this poem at 1:33 am on Wednesday May 22.

:hug: you know who you are! Don't think that I want to hurt you, but, please, don't hide any way that I have! I want to help in any way I can!
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Wipe off your tears
and hold your head high
get rid of your fears
and heave your biggest sigh
Oh, my lonely love

Alone in a crowded room
Feeling so scared
The shadow of isolation looms
and it feels like they don't care
My lonely love

Remembering the times
when it was just us
Sorrow, with its sweetest rhymes
think of it as you must
My lonely love

Crying alone at night
wondering what you did
hearing them fight
when you were only a kid
my lonely love

Told that you were ugly
that you were not good enough
they will just never see
That they weren't all that tough
my lonely love

When it feels as though your soul is gone
And your heart is broken, too,
Remember that you can-and will-go on
Because, somewhere, somehow, someone
Believes in you
My lonely love.
It's a poem (for once with rhyme! Whoo!) of rejection, the feeling of loss, hearing adults be foolish, and finding how to pick yourself up and realize that while you (and those around you) are totally imperfect, life is still worth living and someone-at LEAST one person-cares about and loves you.
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I used to feel,
so all alone,
but you were all there,
I just didn't know.

You stood by my side,
no matter what,
yet I still had no clue
I was stuck in a rutt.

I've finally realized,
how could I not see?
that all of you,
were right beside me.

You stood me up,
you didn't let me fall,
so I think it's time to say,
that I love you all. <33
Just a short little poem I wrote. <3333333
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Win and you lose
You write what you choose

This is my free hand blues

You have no clue what i mean or say
What's the reason.

The tide is pushing you.

What's the truth?
The truth is a lie.
I can see it in your eyes.

You break all the rules.

Hanging with the rebels crews.

Emotions make our scars bleed.
Wounds are our pain.
pain makes our wounds.

Lyrics write us.
Outcasts are we.

hear our hearts echo out of our chest.
Catching our last breath.

Bleeding phantoms emotional tantrums.
Tattooed and drawn.
Misfits spawn the leather is on.
Shredded hair and spikes.

We all have rules and we all have rights.
We all have ways to choose our fights.

Black as pitch.

rebels remorse revolving doors.
These emotions are pulling at my chords.

Explosive energy is here.
Please don't come near.

Emotions are fire
They burn and scorch

Sometimes you need to let go of the torch.
Rushing emotions. Fires scorch my soul.
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The Gallivant Gypsy

Her skirt skims her hips,
The air kisses her lips,
The fire dances and she burns,
Like a lovable loop, she turns...

She is the oracle of the night,
She is for some kinsmen a knight,
She is the gallivant gypsy,
She is  even slightly tipsy...

Her torso teases the tide,
Of the fanatic flourished flames,
Increasingly growing which hide,
Behind such a beauty. She blames

The fate to have forgotten the times,
When she could devour delicious limes,
When she could cry and whine all day,
Until the sorrow fades away.

For now she is this mild maiden,
Singing secrets to the soft skies,
Down below is Earth, she is Eden,
She wants to dance before she dies...

And when her body will be exhausted,
And all her wonderfulness wasted,
She expires on the rough dusty floor,
To be sent up top to the Heaven's door...

A few decades later, where she used to perform,
Grew a magnificent grandifolia magnolia,
Boy, if you sleep tonight in your dorm,
Remember, her name was Cornelia.


Appoline, May the 22nd 2013
Wrote this when I was done with my latin version on hour before the ring today.
It was probably my last latin to french translation.

Ah yes. I use the spelling '' gypsy'' rather than ''gipsy''
Both are possible.
Let me know which one you use :P
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I see her, in the moonlight, sparkling with joy.
What could she see in me...more than a sad, poor boy?
We were at the town pond when it happened,
all her hopes and dreams, reaching to adventures end!
We sat there and talked, all through the night,
just us sharing secrets until it was light.
My heart sank as the sun came out,
for it was the time i'd forgotten about!
She looked out deep into the sunrise,
then back at me with those sweet blue eyes.
My heart filled with joy and laughter,
not even thinking about the moments after.
I could see what she wanted, deep in her soul:
it was a little more than just a stroll.
My nerves made me shake, i was scared to do it!
But the worst thing to do was nothing, just sit.
I gave her a hug, and pulled back just a little,
and there, was the sun, right in the middle.
I leaned forward ever so slightly,
and our lips touched, oh so lightly.
I put my arm around her as I ended the bliss,
and walked her home after our very first kiss.
Aww, so romantic...I owed this to you guys after the slightly creepy one I wrote last time
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There is no way to save it.
Don't throw a fit,
just let it slip.

At times it's just too hard,
to let go of that card.
It aint yours,
it aint telling you what you hoped-for.

Sometimes you can let those tears fall,
other times you need to wipe them all.
Blow that nose,
take every blow,
and stand up to face those mighty crows.

When people ask,
face them like a task,
and never let up on that mask.

I got this good,
we got this hood.
Suck it all up,
and stick it in a cup.

There always is another chance.
The last line is a lie, but I needed an ending......I might edit this a bit like adding lines and such ^^" the rhyming is ALWAYS the hardest part.....
I hope this is good and decent and UNTIL NEXT TIME PEOPLE~ :heart:
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Give me a reason
Give me a chance
Give me a day
Just to show you
I want the chance
Just to fall in love
Just with you
All over again
A chance to know
Everything I loved
Is still there
The person I cried over
Will still wipe away
My tears
And will try
To make sure
Another one never falls
Because of him
Show me that person
Give me that reason
Hold on to him
Because he
Will be your salvation
The light will shine
In the darkness
The moon
Will guide the way
In the night
And love
Will guide a broken heart
To love again