Beautiful Monsters we are tangled, unwashed hairthat splays like tentacles across our bed,long, dark hair and eyelashes like curtains,long, beautiful hair and two eyes on two bodiesthat only watch each other in low lightsin shady bars, because our friendscan't see us like this.we are hand-holding under tables,stumbling through alleywaysinto apartments, with doors flung open and shut like our disbelieving eyeswhen our clothes come off and souls entwine.and when our screams subside, we aretwo bodies, one soul.we are liars when we sit alone on park benchesand watch sunsets from separate ends.they ask us "do you know each other?" a
What Are Dreams? twirling, windingcolors of images moving continuouslya spindle of string, unravelingwandering aimlessly
I Can't Help It I get my hopes up,I hope and I dream,My heart flutters,And My smile beams,I look at you,And everything gleams.A chance for change,A place to restart,Maybe on day,I'll give you my heart.I feel so much better,Than I did before,I've picked myself up,Off of the floor.You are so sweet,And your eyes shine,I can't help,To want to make you mine!
So Long, So Long Fighting, fighting every dayAnd it just hurts so muchIn every single wayWith every single touchI promised I would tryBut I didn't know how hard it'd beNot to dieAnd now I see why you told meThat you would always be hereIn my heart and in my mindAnd at the time, my dearI had no idea that I'd findYou in a hospital bedYour heart line flatAnd now you're deadI'll never forgive myself for thatI took you for grantedYou never know what you love until it's goneAnd this is itWe're at your funeral, so long, so long
This song remains unnamed The darkness has invaded my heartTorturing me hereThinking these thoughtsWho do I tellIn my immortal hellI wish I could leaveThe only thingKeeping me here is youI want to goThat's what you must knowIf you intend to keep me hereAnother day passes me byThe same torture, the same painI long to be free, of that hurtI wish it hadn't come to thisThe only thingKeeping me here is youI want to goThat's what you must knowIf you intend to keep me hereThanks to you I've mended my woundsLost all my pain, thanks to youNow it's timeFor you to do the same
A Thousand Splendid Suns Constant hesitation has meitching to write in not-so-subtlePashto.Al-Khaaliq &HosseiniAfghanistan is another oneof those places wherethe rain doesn't fall like it used to.And isn't it sad?The kite runners sprintingafter tiny apparitions in the sky,their heads in the sun-scapeblindedbut, oh, the beauty.White allioideae blooming infields of auburn.Awrah ladies swathed in karakulrectangle windows into everything directly un-tangible lawful affliction.Salat-I-IstikharaOh, Ar-Raheem,caress me with the explaining sun.Why must touching the airuntainted, unhinderedbe such a si
I Just Want Him To Be Happy I want to be the one he laughs withI want to have his arms around my waist as we dance to the music in our headsI want to hold his hand and look into his eyesI would give everything if only to help him slightlyI see and know all his faultsI look past them willinglyWhen he smiles, that's the most amazing thing I've ever seen in my lifeI know he won't be mineSo I only want his happinessI want him to be with each and every girl he falls forI want him to laugh with her, hold her hand, look into her eyes, I want him to dance with her to the music in their headsI just want him to be happy
Chipped Teeth And Broken Bones. Sometimes the thoughts catch in your throat and dig little wires to ensnare the refusal that drips reluctantly from your lips. The soft violence of tenderness caresses hollow ribcages and nails scratch delicate words into your flesh, marking you in the way you were marked previously; interlocking scars that form a name. Your hesitation is taking as condensation, hands flying to punishand apologies oozing from chipped front teeth and hands and tongue making up for what you tried to refuse when the order was given. And from chipped teeth and broken fingertips you'll scrape what you can from the bottom of a clouded bottle, find
Keeping the Baby I don't care what you say,I'm keeping her.I won't let myselflive the rest of my lifeknowingand rememberingthat a life was stoppedor given away,because of me.This pregnancy isn't my fault!You do honestly thinkthat I wanted what happened?That I wanted to take a sipof a rum and coke,and wake upbound to a headboard,covered in the stenchof vodkaand an unclean motel bathroom?I'm not a slut, Mom.Dad, stop calling me a whore!I didn't do thisto myself, you know.Mom, can't you empathizewith me?Didn't you feelthat first pang of love for mewhen you heard my fluttering heartbeaton that hospital monit
1 in the Morning One magic moment. Stolen from the mind, And cast upon life.Ripped from the womb of dreams, Laid down wet on plastic ground. The crinkle of teenage lust Breaks the silence of ashamed nightfall.Heavy breath released into awkward air, Sealed tight within a tent of desire. Unzipped fantasies exposed as frauds, Leaving empty shells of all my hopes...Body penetrated but heart untouched.
The guilt Trip Play the guilt trip on mewhy don't you? Make mefeel like I'm always wrongand a horrible personwhile you're at it. Say that,no, im not sorry and no, Idon't feel bad. I wish youwould just shut up for 10seconds and just let me talk.I AM sorry about it. I DOfeel guilty. And I WANTto make it better. But do youlet me? No. YOU and YOURstubborn ass won't let me sayI'm sorry. So how do you expectthis to get any better? Maybeyou're right.Maybe I have outgrown you.Maybe things have changed.
Insecurity Weak, insecure, mistakeHurt, emotional, not wantedLeft with no hopeLeft with the painNot pretty enoughnot perfectto thinno hope to move onWant to be cared forwant to loveNot beautiful enoughNot PERFECTMaking mistakesget blamed for everythingjudged all the timenot wantedNot perfectno pretty enoughleft with the pain insidein this cruel worldMistaken, insecure, weakNot wanted, not perfectnot beautifulJust wanting to be PERFECT
Zborovite koi bea za tebe... "Ти си личноста во која знам дека ќе најдам голема среќа и радост.Ти си личноста која најповеќе и верувам и ја с
Inferno... The blazing colors lick at the walls, The curtains, The story of their lives captured in numerous photosThey beg, they plead, someone please help themBut alas, they cannot escape the all-consuming infernoOne by one, her family falls, overcome by the smokeUntil only she remains, desperately trying to get to safetyShe cries out for help, but no one hears herAnd finally, she falls back, the flames twirling around herCloser and closer they come to her, her family's bodies lying beside herHer glassy eyes watch the flames dance blanklyHer last pleading tear falling from her eyes The last words from her dying lips, a whi
Better It was difficult walking out the door as it seemedthat life was exactly the sameand I plugged my ears to listento the songs that are yours and mineI want for companydrag my feetbut my worries are freedmy exhaustion gone without a tracejust to know you're thereToday I will not ask myself whethermy feelings are unhealthy, or whetherI'm being "obsessive"...I refuse to fill my head with thosecomments about living in another world, thousands of milesaway....I never believed that.I feel bright again, the sun warms mefrom somewhere in my heartdifficult to pinpoint...I'm wellAnd I'll do what I like, b
That Moment You know that moment,when your heart is shattered?Again?That moment,when everything you were hoping for,crumbles before your eyes?That moment,when you realize the dreams you were dreaming,were kind of worthless?That moment,when you feel like you're falling apart?For the fifth time?That moment,when you lower the bar to a foot,yet they still can't reach?That moment,when the person you thought they were,betrays you?That moment,when all you wanted was a healed heart?At last?
Ribcage Symphonies Ribcage SymphoniesPassion has no tasteIt just burns your tongueWhile fingers compose symphonies On nameless ribcagesBlack widows don't label their petsOther than with dull numbersMaking disappointing engagementsWorthwhile episodes of a life wastedOn selfish charity, superiorityDamage of clarity of human heartDwelling frightened, cracked and murkyIn its fragile shellSoul is a carton box That implodes in heavy rainWhile rays of sun in a marmalade jarMean a miracle, if piled up carefullyA man says he met God in the subwayWhat most don't want to listen toSee, mirror is the one true friendAs it always smiles
That Secret. Sharing a picnic in the flowery meadow.You love them, they love you.You gulp. It's now or never, you tell yourself.You turn to them with a shaky smile.Their answering smile is warm and encouraging.A whisper, just those few words.'' ''They lean back, eyes filled with fear, a panic-stricken expression on their face.They scramble back, away from you, searching for an escape from your presence.A stumbling sprint through the forest, looking back checking.You haven't moved.Haven't breathed; Couldn't.As you lose sight of the one you love, the only one who means anything to you, you feel a tear fall. It hits the grass
She and I She was everything you wanted, she was everything I wanted to be.She had everything you needed, so you never looked to me.She gave you everything, so you never took from me.She's beautiful, you know that, we all know the same, I don't know why I bother with this game.She loves you more than anything, and I hope she always will.She always care for you,she'll keep you strong when times are tough, I could never be enough.She's the one for you, a match made in heaven they say, she makes you happy, I guess I never could.She's everything you wanted, she's everything I wanted to be.I'm sorry but why can't it be me?
Doll This doll is not yours to claim.This doll is not yours to hold.She isn't something you throw away,When your form of play grows old.This doll is not yours to break.This doll is not yours to trash.She isn't made for your amusement.She can't be bought with cash.This doll is not yours to comfort.This doll is not yours to seek.She doesn't need your pity,It only makes her weak.This doll is not yours.I will tell you once more.You only want to hurt her.Your intentions are not pure.