
The MadnessThe Madness1 year ago in Free Verse
After the incident I began to feel- strange
My chest burned
My mind deranged
My well being...
But I cannot let this harm my cool!
My reputation will be ruined!
I'm always the coolest between us
The calmest
The one who doesn't resort to violence when the other irritates you
My head is pounding faster and faster
The little devil is growing
it has become even more devious, deranged
he's been in my way so many times
But in a way, I say that it has helped my a little
That day
That one day when Crona was harmed
That scar began to burn
It took over
The black blood
No!
The madness made me fight.
It caused harm
not jus

A Storm is ApproachingA Storm is Approaching2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I've kept quiet,
Tip-toed for days,
Fearing a riot,
Might go ablaze.
Erupt it will,
In a day's time or two.
Colossal damage,
Will inevitably ensue.
I'm caught in between,
Who I want to be,
& the person my parents,
Have envisioned for me.
I lie and constantly cheat,
Deceive the best I can.
At nights, I silently weep,
To free the person I am.
I patiently await,
My Impending Doom,
For the storm may abate,
Only till the Monsoon.
I've kept quiet,
Tip-toed for days,
Fearing a riot,
Might go ablaze...

AntidoteYellowed wallpaper flowers bloom and peelAntidote1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
in the steamy interior shade.
The kettle sings a monotone falsetto.
The clouds are made of moths
flying towards the sun.
I can feel your hands asking me
yawning questions
in the way they cradle your porcelain glass.
I could find an answer if you want to know why
but for now,
please
just look at all this light.

Anti-BullyingYou're the reason I cutAnti-Bullying2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
The reason I'm shut
You just want to see my blood
You want to hear me groan
Why'd you do this?
Why must you destroy my bliss?
And now all I wish
Is for you to leave me alone
Hit me again and again
We were friends, remember when?
Why can't we be like then?
Now all I can do is cry
When you come around
I don't make a sound
Why must you be like them?
I just want to die
How many times? I lost count
Beat me as I scream aloud
Fueled by the crowd
Are you proud?
Contemplating suicide
No longer the same inside
I just want to hide
A time bomb in the making
Public humiliation
Awkward situation
No conside

We Must BeIt takes one hand to touch another,We Must Be3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it takes one heart to care,
we must be skeletons, bleached and bare
For we won't help our brother.
It takes one hug to soothe a sore
It takes one mouth to speak
we must be mute and very weak
for we don't comfort anymore.
It takes one kiss to reassure
It takes one word to meet a stranger
we must be very selfish men
for we don't love each other.
It takes a moment to forgive
It takes so little to hate
we must be very angry people
for we have all made mistakes
It takes a child to make an adult
It takes a parent to nurture
we must be quite close-minded fools
to simply kill our future.

The Salesman (Poem)The Salesman (Poem)10 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Hear no, speak no,
See no evil or any
Such thing; though
The taste is tempting.
There are many
Others; a deep
Many that plenty
Sold their soul to me.
I've met men
Who cannot find
The precious end
That escapes them.
I've met eyes
That cry tears
Of empty lies
And sweet release.
Faithless fools
That struggle to
Prevail; spools of
Fate will bind them.
Ancientpower, have
You heard of me?
Perhaps not; slaved
Spirits hear no evil.
Black hands and
Black arms caress;
You may stand
Against and with me.
Invisible to you,
For if you saw me,
Then I, through
Your eyes see evil.
Your fear is vain;
You are safe with me.
Cupid2 months ago in Visual & Found Poetry
More Like This

Fade to BlackThis life so endless, only a void.Fade to Black1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Your pain draws tears, silencing the noise.
Love is lost, hatred runs unbound.
Survival is key, no hope can be found.
Too much to bear, I hang my head.
Fade to black, wake up dead.
Use your illusion, define what is real.
Take from me, my life you steal.
Eager to please, I smile genuine.
Gladly you bruise, I bleed once again.
I cant imagine a life where you live.
Take from me everything, finally you give.
Soulless is my stare, my eyes so cold.
Blood on my hands, the abuse has grown old.
At last it ends, this story I have told.
Cleansed of your sins, this chapter is closed.

The Enemies (Poem)The Enemies (Poem)1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Once upon a time that wasn't so upon,
There were two foolish, angry men
Who hated there wasn't much then
To hate and wish that all was gone.
Human nature led them down
Errant paths that were ridden with
Caustic thorns and toxic myths
And caused them both to drown.
There were two; and one stood tall
With veins of salt and words of ice,
A gifted charm that wore a price
And lost him in the fray's final fall.
The other wore his temper around
His neck in a ring of gracious fire,
And it so came to preside his ire
To turn and return him to the ground.
There has never been such ill will
As between these spiteful foes.
Countless vie

Faggot, well...For the few of us scarred by the word,Faggot, well...2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And the many that use it so lightly.
Gain nothing from it, lose everything to it,
Go on and spit your venom through gritted teeth,
Onto a heart and soul punctured by your scorn, but.
The end of this is near, nothing can destroy love.

I Fall DownYou're tryingI Fall Down2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
To figure me out
But I'm dying
I'll never be let out
My thoughts misleading
The hatred breeding
My end near completion
All my wounds deepen
I don't want to make things harder
I don't want to be another martyr
You left me before
I didn't know what was in store
I'm standing alone now
Pain I can't ignore
Sad forevermore
I fall down..
How do I describe what I'm feeling?
How do I give a clue without revealing?
How do I be near you without breaking?
How do I think of you without weeping?
My life's season
That of the demon
You're all I'm hearin'
The reason for my depletion
I'm never free!
Don't you hear my plea

Our Life Goes OnWe live our livesOur Life Goes On2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
For others, we give it all
We confuse happiness
With hate and endless suffering
As we're dying
Every passing minute becomes one less
Sitting in the darkness
Where we will be alone
Can't make it up now
So we delve in our anger
Our love
Begins to slowly deteriorate
As the shining light
Fades in the horizon
Walking with the faceless
As the ghosts whisper my name
Being another faithless
As we are lost in the shame
Stuck in these chains
I feel me going insane
But our life goes on!
My life goes on!
Walking with the faceless
As the ghosts whisper my name
Being another faithless
As we are lost in the shame

Look At What You've DoneI threw aside my prideLook At What You've Done2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
From my heart I write
I did all I could and tried
I tried with all my might
You are why I cried
As I lost sight
Look at what you've done
No longer will I see the sun
All you did was run
I thought you were the one
My end has begun
Looks like you won
And with this gun
I'll say bye to everyone
Don't forget what you've done
I am now numb inside
I was left behind
I guess I didn't qualify
Now lost in the night
Contemplating suicide
I can no longer fight
Look at what you've done
No longer will I see the sun
All you did was run
I thought you were the one
My end has begun
Looks like you won
And with t

You Thought WrongYou thought the pain would go awayYou Thought Wrong2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
If you made a deal with the devil
But it was his cards you played
The pain only went to the next level
Instead of just feeling it today
You made it last for everyday
You thought you'd be friends with the devil
Now in your heart and mind its just dreaful
You could have just dealt with it
You could have just gotten over it
But your vows were clearly not accidental
Through you he will now reach his potential
I expected better from you!
Your mind is no longer your own!
Your very soul is now in queue!
Get ready to reap what you have sown!
Looking at the mess now in front of me
There is no one el

I'll No Longer StallI feel you flow through my veinsI'll No Longer Stall2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Make me rise from the remains
Released from these chains
Lost in the love and what it contains
Release me from these pains
Release me from these strains
Tired of playing these games
Lost within the planes
I want you to make me kneel
This is how I feel
This is for real
I want you to make me crawl
Lost in your zeal
I want to make the deal
When I'm up against the wall
I feel so small
Please hear my call
With you I will no longer fall
Once you install
I'll no longer stall
Hard to see what indicates
All of my past mistakes
Time to rise the stakes
I'll no longer disgrace
Forever I will chase

Know You Wish You Had SomebodyHey girlKnow You Wish You Had Somebody2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Was I not everything you needed in a man?
You know that I would give you the world
And you knew
That you were in the core of my heart
So why'd you run away?
I can't understand
Why you decided to run away
Was I not enough for you?
I thought I offered you everything
But in the end I guess I was wrong
I don't want to talk about it!
Please don't talk about it!
And when I think about it!
I don't wanna talk about it!
I don't want you to see me this way~
There's nothing to see about it!
There's nothing to say about it!
And when I think about it!
I don't wanna talk about it!
Can't you tell me that you'd stay?~
My heart i

Who Are You?Who Are You?2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I know how I am
I'll be proud of who I am
I'm tearing down this dam
I will not change just to be accepted
I will remain unaffected
I know who I am
Be proud of who you are
You need to forget those scars
Dream big and you will go afar
Ignore the adolescent
You must stay present
Be proud of who you are
Throw out the names you collected
Cut the wires, you are no longer connected
Fight back the words of the wretched
This will be something unprecedented
Do you know who you are?
What's locked inside your réservoir?
It's time to let go of your repertoire
For them, will you change?
For them, your mind will rearrange?
Do you

Falling Asleep NowIt hurts to loveFalling Asleep Now2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But I love to hurt
I knew it'd be rough
But I knew once I heard
I heard your voice
I knew you were the one for me
All I could do was rejoice
When you accepted me
It's hurting me
It's breaking me
It feels like I'm naked out in the rain
Left all alone to endure the pain
Can't you hear me
Can't you feel me
I just can't explain
How hard it is to stay sane
You took my heart
You made it churn
Then ripped it apart
As you watched me burn
Like a falling leaf
I was only deceived
I am filled with grief
As sorrow was conceived
It's hurting me
It's breaking me
It feels like I'm naked out in the rain
Left all alo

We Should've knownThese scars are so stubborn!We Should've known2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
They will never fade away!
Or in the fog it's the lantern!
A gentle reminder leading the way!
Riding this storm into the unknown
But you are not alone~
This will not be our gravestone
We can keep our lives sewn~
The tide keeps on rising!
Showing us the way to our graves!
We follow the way it paves!
But our heads are still above these waves!
We are still alive~
And we will still survive~
We will be okay soon, please dry your eyes~
No need to say your goodbyes~
We are still alive~
Soon we shall arrive~
In the end you will revive~
In the end we shall thrive~
Break down these boundaries!
While on

End In My CryYou're irresistibleEnd In My Cry2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You're unpredictable
You're seductive
You're restrictive
I'm original
I'm invisible
I'm repulsive
I'm destructive
I know
This love will never be
I know
That you won't look at me
I want to be
Your one and only
I don't wanna be
That one who's lonely
I want to be
The one with you
I don't wanna be
The one who's blue
I know this story
Faith is running short
Hope is disillusionary
Down to my last resort
I know I'll try
I'll look you in the eye
I know you'll deny
I'll end in my cry
I know
This love will never be
I know
That you won't look at me
I want to be
Your one and only
I don't wanna

Made A MistakeThere is a hole in my heart where you used to beMade A Mistake2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
It hurts, it hurts, why would you do this to me?
I was down on a knee
Down in this debris
But now I pay the fee
To this I disagree
I would have swam from here to there across the sea
But you tore down my walls tore down my heart like I was nobody
I'm a mess!
But I'm sure you could have guessed
This is something that I must confess
That with this knife
I will show you the afterlife
Please don't cry baby
I'll see you maybe
This is what you get
I won't live in regret
It was you that put my mind in this screwed up state
But even you couldn't imagine what you could create
There is

Missing YouThe time has finally comeMissing You2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But you were the ready one
You were always the beat of my drum
But without you now I'm not sure what I'll become
You were so extraordinary
Now I feel so extra empty
Since you left me I felt so stationary
But deep down I knew you would be temporary
When you left us behind
All I did was cry
Oh, I felt so deprived
There goes my only guide
There's just so much
That I want to say
That I miss your touch
But you've gone away
I'll never forget your face
I hope you make it to the gates
You're the one in my life I just can't replace
I know by now when life gives it will surely take
I would like you to know

Weep ForeverI'm all alone nowWeep Forever2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I can't hold on now
I fade away
More everyday
I look back at yesterday
Once again I fall to dismay
My hope begins to decay
As I forget to pray
I am a weeping solider
I know that its all over
All I can go is down
As I begin to drown
I hate my life
I know that
My life is black
I can't go back
Lost all I had
Embrace this strife
And I'll weep forever
We can't be together
I'll never be better
It's an endless terror
Bloodied is the knife
This is weakening me
It's breaking me
Shaking me
Taking me over
I'll weep forever