Bi World Bi WorldHere on my worldstuck to my sacred bodyalone on my profane roomI remember the creation of the worldand how it all beganas EveI release myself of false sufferinggaining awareness of the use of my bodyand give wings to my sexual imaginationIn the silence of my thoughtsdelicious carnal thoughtsDelicious thoughts of a creative mindthat never ceases!I choose the human specimenmore pleasing to my eyesmore pleasing to my desires...Which it gives more feed to my starving mouth.Which it gives more sense to my erotic life.Male or female...does matter...I'm human too and free of definitions or titlesSkin
Miracles I know what it's like to want to dieto lay down and want to say goodbyeI know what it's like to feel nothing but painto look at my wrist and aim for the veinI know what it's like to be miserable at bestto sleep for days because I'm so damn depressedI know what it's like to quiver in fearto see a world that is ugly and unclearI never thought I could be contentto see myself and to reinventI never thought I could see beyondto feel again and to respondI never thought I could forgive my pastto live as if it could be surpassedI never thought I could even surviveto take this deadened life and reviveI'm the person that
Beautiful Monsters we are tangled, unwashed hairthat splays like tentacles across our bed,long, dark hair and eyelashes like curtains,long, beautiful hair and two eyes on two bodiesthat only watch each other in low lightsin shady bars, because our friendscan't see us like this.we are hand-holding under tables,stumbling through alleywaysinto apartments, with doors flung open and shut like our disbelieving eyeswhen our clothes come off and souls entwine.and when our screams subside, we aretwo bodies, one soul.we are liars when we sit alone on park benchesand watch sunsets from separate ends.they ask us "do you know each other?" a
Scary and I Know It When I walk on byThey all start to scream and cryI walk down the street, gassing everyone I meet, yeahThis is how I roll, tight black pants, buckles outa controlIt's Scarecrow with the toxin, yoAnd like Ed Poe I got a crow Ah Girl look at that burlapAh Girl look at that burlapAh Girl look at that burlapAh I freak out Ah Girl look at that burlapAh Girl look at that burlapAh Girl look at that burlapAh I freak out When I walk in Gotham, yeah, this is what I see, okEverybody flail and they screamin' for meI got toxin in my pants and I ain't afraid t
No Reminders No RemindersNo. I will give you no reminder Of the things you've said and done. You can ask of me this favorUntil we're burnt up by the sunBut never will I tell youAnd yet never will I shun You are the man I pledged to loveand the hard times have begun.No.I will share no blighted thingThat you have said to me;I will not give you souvenirsOf your cruelty.These are my pains-my copious chainsAnd will forever beBut I will not taint what once was pureWith violent memories.No.I will not leaveA note next to your bed.I will leave no acrid journalsContaining what you've said.I will no
What Are Dreams? twirling, windingcolors of images moving continuouslya spindle of string, unravelingwandering aimlessly
I Can't Help It I get my hopes up,I hope and I dream,My heart flutters,And My smile beams,I look at you,And everything gleams.A chance for change,A place to restart,Maybe on day,I'll give you my heart.I feel so much better,Than I did before,I've picked myself up,Off of the floor.You are so sweet,And your eyes shine,I can't help,To want to make you mine!
I love you I have no more words so I hope that these will do: I really do truly love you.
Glide Love megracefullyas the seabirdsuse the wind...do not rush,my love.Glide and savor.The windis ours.
Girl by the Seaside I once met a girl by the seaside,out on that jutting coastline across this road.She was beautiful... Is beautiful.Her eyes were a deep lake of azure,our deep lake of azure.The days passed as dreams and in my dreams I saw her still,and when I wasn't dreaming she was my dream in motion.The moon and lake shone bright and full those nights.I once loved a girl by the seaside,where the sun catches the ocean at just the right angle.She was perfect... Is perfect.But love's nature of inconsistency exists no matter what,and the lake began to dry up in her eyes...It hurt to watch, helplessly throwing water in from my tears.Bu
Pillmatic The automatic responseto a capsule.Any capsule.I'm Pillmatic.Xanax, Valium, Vicodin,You name it,I've taken it.I'm Pillmatic.Give me another.Throw a Xanniewith a shotand you'll see stars.But a Vic with some Vick'sand you'll become one.I'm Pillmatic.Head in the toilet.But it was worth it.(was it?)Still at it.Pillmatic.It started innocent,just double dosesto ease the pain.From thereit was self medication.A couple Xanax and Cymbaltaand I'm flying.A happy kick.Top it off with some coffeeto kick the hangoverand you've got yourself a Wednesday.And then I made my wayto the Valium chronic
last night There's nothing I hate moreThan going to bed aloneShutting off the lightsLaying by my phoneHoping that it ringsDisturb my troubled sleepNightmares plagueing visionThe tears start to creepand they fall, they fallall down rosy cheeksone by one by one heaven for the weaka damp pillow 's coldbut it's an easy fixfor noisy, choking sobswhen noise you need to nixthis is for the silentthose weeping in the darkbecause the ones that you can't touchare closest to the heart
So Long, So Long Fighting, fighting every dayAnd it just hurts so muchIn every single wayWith every single touchI promised I would tryBut I didn't know how hard it'd beNot to dieAnd now I see why you told meThat you would always be hereIn my heart and in my mindAnd at the time, my dearI had no idea that I'd findYou in a hospital bedYour heart line flatAnd now you're deadI'll never forgive myself for thatI took you for grantedYou never know what you love until it's goneAnd this is itWe're at your funeral, so long, so long
This song remains unnamed The darkness has invaded my heartTorturing me hereThinking these thoughtsWho do I tellIn my immortal hellI wish I could leaveThe only thingKeeping me here is youI want to goThat's what you must knowIf you intend to keep me hereAnother day passes me byThe same torture, the same painI long to be free, of that hurtI wish it hadn't come to thisThe only thingKeeping me here is youI want to goThat's what you must knowIf you intend to keep me hereThanks to you I've mended my woundsLost all my pain, thanks to youNow it's timeFor you to do the same
Broken Promise 'We promise, things will be different, it's going to change for the better.'Such meaningful words,Said with such passion.Such empty, meaningless words.There is no hurt anymore.It's what I've come to expect.If I let myself hope every time,Then there is no hope of escape.I'll give you your due,This time it really seemedLike you were making an effort,But now I see it was just pretend.I used to feel shout in anger,I used to cry in silence,I used to talk about it,Thinking, 'They can help.'Yet now, it passes me by.Yes, I will admit there is a certainDampening in my mood, a deflation of my bravado,But no longer
Every Spaniard is a star Every Spaniard is a starfor estar is just to beWhy shouldn't words exhault the onethat sings it's pedigreeAs children love their motherFor her cultivating hipsWords are born and take a life Sent forth from parted lipsSo reverance for their makerWords should aim to speakFor children shame their parents mostWhen speaking tongue in cheek
Better than Me Passion is the reason we fail to fight back tearsRelapsing in our anguish, so not to feel what we fearFear; no more... Love is an undying entityHold on; what for? You'll soon find somebody better than me