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Let's start with the definition, since the word is oh so full of emotional baggage. From Wikipedia: "Selfishness is placing concern with oneself or one's own interests above the well-being or interests of others." Right then, fairly straightforward. How did this word acquire such a negative connotation in our culture? Who cares? Let's try a mental experiment and universally eliminate selfishness and see what happens to the world, shall we? Surely, it will be paradise on Earth, right? 

In your mind, you may imagine an action like a mother sacrificing herself to protect her infant son from bullets with her body as an example of a selfless act. I would argue that the animal instinct behind that action knows nothing of ethics. It's an evolved behavior - those whose ancestors were more likely to have their offspring survive no matter what are the ones whose genes fill the the world today. The selfish genes guide that action. Does that technically fit under the definition of altruism? Sure. Am I impressed? Not really, because I don't believe that in this particular instance there's much conscious decision making involved. 

But where were we? We want to eliminate ALL selfishness. Some people think it's moral to be altruistic, and the best test for morality is universality. I.e. "do not murder". What kind of a world would we live in if everyone followed that edict? A pleasant one. 

So let's do that instead of looking at our selfishness-ridden world today. Let's make the the lack of self-interest and selfishness universal and take it to its logical conclusion. Here we stand, in a world where the interests of others are always to be placed above our own. It's our world, tomorrow. Everyone has just woken up with this realization: what others want is more important that what I want. Nobody can be selfish any more.

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Neither you, nor I can bring ourselves to eat anything. We are not starving, but millions of people are. We immediately ship the food to the poor of Africa. However, they don't want to eat. They feel like they are a burden to everyone and they just wish to die peacefully so as to not inconvenience anyone. Our convenience is more important to them then even their own life. But then, their well being is more important to us than even their own wishes. Also, there are more of us and we have advanced weaponry. The first military invasion with the intention to force-feed ensues thereafter. The poor of Africa commit suicide en masse before they can be seized to be fed and cared for. 

There are 5 people at the hospital who need kidney transplants, and now there is a million people outside who want to volunteer. After all, the donors have no concern with their own well being, inconvenience, or pain any more. But guess what? Now the patients don't give a damn either - the potential donors' welfare is more important to them than their own. Way more important! How exactly do you resolve this dilemma? The overwhelming mob of donors restrain, drug, and incapacitate the patients and force the transplants in them. That's right after they hold a lottery where the winners get to donate their kidneys. 

The rich go to the banks and withdraw all their money. The fractional reserve banking system collapses. All lenders forgive all loans. All borrowers chase around the lenders trying to FORCE them to take their money. The former rich walk around the streets with bags of cash and beg people to take it. The people don't really want it, though. The former rich are desperate, they argue that they REALLY want the poor to take the money more than the poor do not want to receive it. Begrudgingly, the poor agree. They go to stores to buy stuff that they really don't want (since they have no self-interest, just to make the rich feel better), but the shop owners won't accept the money because everything is now free. People want to work all day to produce goods and services for others, but others want no goods and services at all to make sure that nobody has to lift a finger, or spend a day at work away from their family. Nobody is really happy.

Students now want to study as hard as possible with no consideration for laziness or other selfish interests to please their parents and teachers. Teachers just want their students to be happy, and relax. "I just want you to be happy. No, I want YOU to be happy." MORTAL KOMBAT!

What meanings do the words "want", "freedom", "charity", etc have in a world without selfishness and self-interest? None. How can you want what's good for me when I want what's good for you and nothing for myself? There is no want. How can you be charitable when the people you want to help have no interest in being helped for their own sake? There is no charity. What free will can you imagine when your own desires are always secondary to those of others and the collective? There is no freedom.

What an untenable, unethical, and profoundly evil clusterfuck of a world. Keep calm, and stay reasonably selfish!*

*Limited scope offer only! Acts of charity not included. Helping people because it makes you feel like you are living a fulfilled and meaningful life (while making a difference in the world by helping others) not included. Helping your loved ones because you evolved to do so and fully expect reciprocity not included. 

Zombie Apocalypse!

Journal Entry: Thu May 2, 2013, 1:42 PM


Sorry, sorry, but I just have to! It's a much talked about subject among my friends and society in general - What would you do in a zombie apocalypse?

I gotta admit, I think about this WAY too much. I acknowledge that I'm being totally dumb. Actually, my fear isn't a zombie apocalypse (let's face it, scientifically it'll never happen) but of either nuclear fallout or some kind of fast spreading virus.

But let's face it: everyone has a plan, even if they won't admit it. Everyone has at least pondered the subject.

Truthfully? I'll probably be one of the first to go. I'm rubbish in emergency situations, I panic, I have absolutely no outdoors survival skills, I rely heavily on technology and I'm very, very weak. Also if they're RUNNING zombies I'd be like, NOPE. F*** that. Ain't even gonna try. Everyone (especially boys) always think they're gonna be like Daryl Dixon (Walking Dead) and be all badass. I will readily admit that that will not be me. BUT. If by some miracle I manage to survive, my plan is pretty simple.

1. Make a base. At first, it will probably be my house. Screw all those poor sods trying to make it to the nearest airport, I'm stayin' in one place. I'd board up the windows then make one room upstairs as secure as possible, preferably with an escape exit.

2. Raid all the local shops. Sorry community, but I'm totally becoming a looter. Luckily for me there's a food store AND a drug store up the road.

3. Find a weapon. No idea what. I live in England so there aren't many guns laying around. I have a feeling I'd be TERRIBLE at any form of combat so I'd probably try to find something javelin-esque - not for throwing, mind you. I just want them dead before they get too close.

4. I'd make a big ass sign on my roof for any aircrafts, but I'd make the sign spell the current date rather than 'HELP' so they know I'm still alive when they fly over.

5. And then I'd wait. And if no one came then I guess I'd hit the road on my bicycle. I wouldn't head for the coast because I don't know how to sail a boat or navigate, so I'd try to find more people and hole up somewhere in the countryside.  

To be honest, it's not the zombies that scare me, though. It's people. The moment our society breaks down people go crazy. Sometimes I think it's all that holds us together. I read in an article once that it would only take a week of not having food in the supermarkets for the people to start rioting. Everyone has seen it happen before, to a lesser extent. I remember when there was a gas strike a few years back and everyone went crazy, fighting at the gas stations, carrying fuel away in buckets, etc. It's scary.


So what's your plan? Don't forget this is just a silly discussion, I'm not one of those crazy end-of-world fanatics lol. I've just watched too many zombie movies ;)

  • Mood: Terror
  • Reading: A Thief In The Night, by David Chandler
  • Watching: ChaoticMonki
  • Playing: Ni No Kuni
  • Drinking: Tea
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COMMISSIONS INFORMATION:

:bulletblue::bulletblue::bulletblue: COMIC/FANART/DIGITAL ART COMMISSIONS:
[link]

:bulletorange::bulletorange::bulletorange: PONY ART AND COMIC COMMISSIONS: [link]

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EDIT: 5/17 - Added ARP-Photography links and thumbnails
EDIT: 5/15 - Added PSY, PONY FACES, AND ANIRICHIE GOES INSANE VIDEOS
EDIT: 5/14 - Added EQLA BLACKOUT and Tumblr Drawings

PHOTOS (FACEBOOK): [link]
PHOTOS ( :iconarp-photography: ) :[link]

TUMBLR SKETCHES OF PONIES I DREW:
* MANE SIX REDESIGNS: [link]
* PENNY RICH AND VINYL SKETCHDUMP: [link]

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Okay, I had expectations of this con being my 'Con of the year' so to speak. That title originally belonged to Anime Expo but because I'm so immersed as it is in this crazy ass fandom, EquestriaLA 2013 was one hell of an experience and definitely lived up to that.

This con felt different than any other one that I've ever been a part of. There was so much going on which will explain the lack of pictures I took and people know I LOVE to boast about taking as many pictures as I can during an event.

It was the first con where I actually worked my ass off for weeks toward staying and raising money, creating props/business cards/guest prints for the Voice talent. The con where I'd be advertising my services in the vendors hall as part of our Herd Mentality Brony group ( 
[link] ). I've never run an artist table before and I had high aspirations to do it one day which made it even more exciting.

So highlights:

:bulletblue::bulletblue:DAY ZERO - Thursday:bulletblue::bulletblue:
- Arrived in Anaheim, unpacked and realized the hotel loves being a bitch. No way we're paying $3.50 to drink their special Marriott bottle water. And don't get me started on the vending machines. XD
- I spent the whole weekend with my HERD MENTALITY friends so shoutouts to: :iconbobbohead: :iconkaji-uma: :iconspikertchris: :iconred5506victor:
 :iconpikapetey: :iconvictordaworker: :icondark-roll: :icontgyr: and :iconoukami-taka:
- Went to pick up badges, but as usual when it comes to me, they lose my badge and can't find it. Eventually they found it so it's all good.
- I WAS AROUND WITH MY PINKIE PIE FACE MASK this day
- We had a fun time at the pool and that Jacuzzi was INCREDIBLE!
- Showered, dressed and went for Dinner at iHOP, got a Pancake meal and of course, I fucking HAD to do this:



- The restaurant was 80% bronies. Dustykat's crew was also there. It was a wonderful time!
- Went back to the hotel and wrapped up the night hanging at the SisterHooves U.S.A. party, drinking and enjoying pony. Check em out and show them some love: [link]

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:bulletblue::bulletblue:DAY ONE - Friday:bulletblue::bulletblue:
- Had a hangover for most of the day. Whoops. XD 
- McDonalds can suck a (SQUEE) for forgetting my damn breakfast!
- I WAS AROUND WITH MY SWEETIE BELLE FACE MASK this day
- We had a table in the vendors hall for our Herd Mentality/BronyCrafters group selling wonderful paintings and I was offering sketch commissions and passing business cards. Got some sketch commissions done so I thank those who dropped on by and checked our booth out. We didn't have much at this time (YET!)

  

- We were also right next to our friend :iconuc77:
- Afterward, couldn't deal with the hangover anymore so I went back to the room and rest a bit. 
- The rest did the trick as I was more energized and so I hung out with :iconoukami-taka: the rest of the day
- Apparently, the face masks I made were starting to take notice, so I gave :iconvictordaworker: the okay to make some more customized pony faces to sell at the booth. He brought a whole fucking printing set up to his hotel room with printers, ink, paper, foam boards etc.
- I hung at the HM room for a little bit drawing and THAT'S when things got interesting. Out of nowhere a fucking BLACKOUT OF THE AREA HAPPENED!
- It was so funny cause we all said it was HASBRO trying to shut down another pony con CAUSE BRONIES ARE THE DEVIL. That or Tara Strong was up to no good. But apparently it was some dumb ass copper thieves starting shit. We also made the local news by the way. :p



- Power went back on so I went to the SISTERHOOVES U.S.A party again and called it a night.

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:bulletblue::bulletblue:DAY TWO - Saturday:bulletblue::bulletblue:

SO MUCH HAPPENED ON THIS DAY!

I WAS AROUND WITH MY BABY APPLEJACK FACE MASK this day
- I didn't work at the vendor table because I wanted to see the full con now
- Toured the whole Vendor hall and shoutouts to :iconsolracng: :icongoomzz: :iconpikapetey: :iconkaji-uma: :iconsteveholtiscool: and their booths. :D
- One of the best parts about this day was the PSY cosplayer. THERE IS ALWAYS A FUCKING PSY COSPLAYER! Not even pony cons are safe. As usual we did our GANGNAM STYLE/Gentleman thing with a crowd of people and it was the best!



- Then the Voice Actors panel. In the beginning, they were EXTREMELY Strict because they did a segment that they didn't want to reveal to everyone because they would get in trouble, so the VA's encouraged EVERYONE to turn out their devices and practically had the whole entire EQLA staff watching us and would kick anyone filming out. The segment was very enjoyable, then they went on to the typical Q and A session. 



- Then the rave happened. The night was headlined by Mic The Mic, DjTetsuo, Rina Chan, Eurobeat Brony, Additive Subtractive, DJ Garnika, Psychgoth and Foozogz
- The rave was fun if not for the fact that :iconpikapetey: found me, then PIKA-humped me with his cold, sweaty body. Then he 'Thundershocked' me. YOU DO NOT WANT TO KNOW! XD
- Despite that, the dance was alright so I went back to the Herd Mentality room to chill and hang out with my friends.

THE REST OF THIS CON CHANGED AFTER THIS POINT!

Like around 11pm, we were chilling, people off doing all sorts of crazy shit at different parties, I hung out and that's when :iconvictordaworker: came to me and suggested that I should make prints to sell at the vendor table. Keep in mind that Victor had brought a LOT of printing supplies in his hotel room, LOTS of paper, LOTS of ink and foamboards.

They were already creating their own pony faces to sell at the vendor hall along with wonderful paintings and adorable plushies, and the faces have been doing quite well. I only wanted to pass along business cards and do sketch commissions, I never thought about selling prints there until the next con.

Then I thought 'the HELL with it' and we literally pulled an all nighter printing stuff that ran well into 2:30 in the morning! We were making me prints as well as more pony faces which were becoming EXTREMELY popular. We had Luna, Derpy, Fluttershy, Celestia, and Sweetie Belle. And all that was my idea and people seemed to love them. I only wanted to make these things so I could stand out more, but I never expected them to go THAT well that people wanted their own. 

  

Hell, Tabitha St. Germain and Nicole Oliver themselves browsed by our booth and took notice of our pony faces. I was fuckin' star struck. :D

I had my flash drive with me with the images still saved when I went to make prints for the voice actors earlier and WE GOT SHIT DONE!!! I turned in for the morning while Victor continued to work. I love you man. Thanks! You're the true iron pony working very hard with the pony faces, the prints and not even sleeping once. O_O

I turned in for the night afterward.

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:bulletblue::bulletblue:DAY THREE - Sunday:bulletblue::bulletblue:
- Me and our roommates packed up
- At the table, I set up the prints to sell. We had a hell of a lot more to sell to people, pony faces, plushies, paintings, Derpy Funko figures, and my own prints. I then left to line up for autographs. 



- The VA's loved the wonderful gifts I gave them. It was an honor meeting Nicole Oliver, Cathy Weseluck, and Tabitha St. Germain for the first time.
- Tabitha had a whole freaking secondary line JUST FOR HER!
- It was great having all of them there for the con, the VA's Cathy, Tabitha, Nicole, Andrea, Michelle, Brenda, the writer for the MLP Crystal Heart Spell book G.M. Berrow, and the writers Amy Keating Rogers and Cindy Morrow. :D
- I even autographed my gifts for Nicole, Brenda, and Cathy, and Tabitha being awesome signed one of my other prints on the house. :3
- I also saw a quick glimpse of Andrea stealing some Oreo's from the table selling autograph vouchers. XD
- Andrea ALSO had a mini PARTY CANNON with her and shooting it everywhere!
- Once that was done, I caught the Charity Auction which was hosted by Final Draft, SaberSpark, AC Racebest, and appearances by DustyKat. They raised over $6,300 for Children. One of the items was an autographed print by the Military Bronies that sold for $1,000!

- Back to the Vendors hall as our booth spread out to another table with my prints. I was right across from :iconjohnjoseco:

 

But NOTHING made me happier when I saw of all people, MICHELLE CREBER'S mother filming a small video USING MY PONY FACES!! Holy fuck!

THEY EVEN ALLOWED ME TO JOIN THEM IN FILMING FOR MICHELLE CREBER USING THE PONY FACES!!



We did our thing, I passed along a business card to Monique Creber and went back to the table. THAT was maybe my best part of this whole damn thing being able to help them out like that. XD

It was also nice of Cathy Weseluck dropping on by our tables. I fanboyed again. 

Then later once the vendor hall was starting to close, we acted like dumbasses and haggled off our remaining merchandise to the point where I snapped and made everything FREE (MY stuff)!! 

THAT got peoples attention and our tables got swarmed! 
It was madness! In a span of less than two minutes, a majority of business cards and prints gone! Just like that! XD
I personally did not care about money at that time, I was NOT expecting to sell at THIS con, but it was a wonderful first experience.



Then we packed up, said goodbyes and headed home.

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I can't words about this con. It was an incredible learning experience, far different from my previous conventions, wonderful hanging out, seeing people if only for a brief time, networking, partying and all that. To all of you I've interacted with, thank you all, it was very fun. Thanks EquestriaLA and Brony Clubhouse Network ( [link] ) and other affiliates for putting on one fucking hell of a show! 

And for Herd Mentality, let's do this again, get another table and do it all over again! 

Best fucking weekend EVER!.

Kat: I'm so lame! I did my own meme! But it was so fun~~~ :3



1. Prussia
2. Austria
3. Italy
4. Germany
5. England
6. Canada
7. France
8. Belarus
9. Spain
10. Switzerland
11. Romano




1.) 7 and 4 offer to make you breakfast.

France and Germany? Sure France you can cook, while Germany can make sure you don't waste all of my food.


2.) 9 asks you to help them make 11 fall in love with them.

Spain wants me to help him make Romano fall in love with him. Well, what a coincidence. I even used a number generator. Pshhhhh, Nothing can deter Spain's love.


3.) 3 falls in love with 4, but 4 loves you. What do you do?

Italy falls in love with Germany, but Germany loves me. What is with this!?!? I didn't do this on purpose! Why are they all the most popular pairings??


4.) 5 is throwing a party and invites 2,3,7. 8 crashes the party, and starts crying because they weren't invited.

England throws a party and invites Austria, Italy, and France. Belarus crashes the party and starts crying because she wasn't invited. What kind of world is this were England invites France to his party?


5.) 2 wants to buy a pet chicken, but 1 wants a llama.

Austria wants to buy a pet chicken, but Prussia wants a llama. I thought Prussia would want the chicken.


6.) 11 starts stalking 6, but 9 intervenes.

Romano starts stalking Canada, but Spain intervenes. I guess Spain is the jealous type.


7.) 5 and 10 start going out, but 3 is jealous.

England and Switzerland start going out, but Italy is jealous. Really Italy? Just a few questions ago you were in love with Germany.


8.) 9 wants to be a one person band.

Spain wants to be a one-man band? I bet the music will be beautiful!


9.) Make a title for a 6/8/1 fanfic.

Canada/Belarus/Prussia.... Stalking Brings You Awesome Syrup.


10.) 10 tries to seduce 1.

Switzerland tries to seduce Prussia with his money.


11.) 11 and 8 make a movie about _____.

Romano and Belarus make a mafia movie.


12.) 7 and 6? Canon?

France and Canada. Franada. Some people like it, but it's not Canon.


13.) Have you ever read of a fanfiction of 4 and 5?

Germany and England? I don't think so~~


14.) 10 wants to cosplay with you.

Switzerland wants to cosplay with me? Tralala Hohoho!


15.) Would 2 and 7 ever become canon? Would you ship it?

Austria and France? It would be one-sided. "Look at his face, I want to lick it~" Pshhh


16.) What turns on 8?

Belarus? Most likely Russia. And his pipe.//shot shot shot


17.) Would 5 ever wear clothing of the opposite gender?

England? Nope. But he could pull it off~


18.) Is 2 a seme or an uke?

Austria? Depends if you see him as a pretty princess or not.


19.) Write a a sentence story describing 1 and 3's relationship.

Prussia think Italy is un-awesome for hanging out with his un-awesome brother.


20.) 9 and 4 go to a bar and get drunk. 9 phone calls 11 to pick them up, but 11 is busy seducing 6 at the moment. Does 11 pick them up because they're drunk?

Spain and Germany go to a bar and get drunk. Spain calls Romano to pick them up, but Romano's busy seducing Canada at the moment.

Why are Spain and Germany hanging out? To bond, because their two close "friends" are brothers. And of course Romano picks them up, but I don't know why Romano has his eyes set on Canada.


21.) 10 and a chair. Make it happen.

Switzerland and a chair.  "Chair, you're the only one who understands me and my bank's needs!"


22.) *Big Finale* 7 and 4 are dating, but 9 gives 4 their phone number. 4 decides to call, and go for coffee with 9. At the cafe, 9 is kissing 10. Running home in tears, 4 finds 7 making love to 2! 4 runs away to 1's house, and spends the night. 4 and 1 end up dating, but 1 is already dating 8! 8 isn't happy, and cheats on 1 with 6 and 5! Though at the time 5 was drunk and didn't know what they were doing, so they ended up accidentally cheating on 3! 3 can't forgive 5, so 3 ends up leaving 5 to go after 11. 5 and 11 live happily, but 5 is depressed. 5 finds out the story, and goes to 9's house and beats them up! But it turns out, 9 only wanted to tell 4 that 9 and 10 were adopting a baby! They were adopting a baby, because 10 couldn't make babies.

France and Germany are dating What, but Spain gives Germany his number.
Germany decides to call, and go for coffee with Spain. At the Cafe, Spain is kissing Switzerland.
Sprinting home in tears, Germany finds France making love to Austria! I guess France finally got to lick his face, huh~?
Germany runs away to Prussia's house, and spends the night. Germancest ends up happening, but Prussia was already dating Belarus.
Belarus wasn't happy and cheats on Prussia with Canada and England. Oh, uhm.
At the time England was drunk and didn't know what he was doing, But I thought you could hold your liquor better than anyone else~, so he ended up accidentally cheating on Italy!
Italy can't forgive England, so he ends up leaving England to go after Romano. What is it with all the Incest!?!?
Itacest lives happily, but England is depressed. England finds out the story and goes to Spain's house and beats him up!
But it turns out, that Spain only wanted to tell Germany that him and Switzerland were adopting a baby! They were only adopting a baby because Switzerland can't have babies.




-Bonus- (These are about shipping and romance, so you don't have to answer them if you don't want to.)



A.) 5 walks in on 8 and 9. Their reaction?

England walks in on Belarus and Spain. "WHY THE BLOODY HELL ARE YOU TWO DOING IT IN MY BATHROOM?!?!?"


B.) 10 and 11 decide to try and seduce 1 together. Will 1 comply to their wishes?

Switzerland and Romano try to seduce Prussia together. That would never happen.


c.) 7 and 3 try to spice up their love life.

France and Italy try to spice up their love life. Huh.


D.) 2 is lonely, so they decide to join a online dating site! They found their perfect match too! 2 then finds out that it was only 4 playing a prank!

Austria is lonely, so he decides to join an online dating site! He found his perfect match too! Austria then finds out that it was only Germany playing a prank!

Austria joins an online dating site!???!? (I'm dying right now~~~) Is that what Germany said to you Austria~? Because I'm pretty sure he wanted to find love too~


E.) 9 walks in on 6 being straddled by 11. It turns out that 6 is really ticklish, and 11 was torturing them. Does 9 join in?

Spain walks in on Canada being straddled by Romano. It turns out that Canada is really ticklish, and Romano was torturing him.

Sure Romano, that's your excuse. You were really trying to seduce Canada again. And why is Romano obsessed with Canada?? Spain's reaction: "Romano! I thought you loved me!" -Runs away-


F.) Would 10 and 3 ever become canon?

Switzerland and Italy? No never.


G.) It turns out that 7 has a crush on 8! It the love one-sided, or is the feeling mutual?

France has a crush on Belarus!?!??! WHAT?!?


H.) 1 walks in on 6 in a drag.

Prussia walks in on Canada in a drag. Canada. What are you doing.


I.) 2 and 4 get drunk and spend a night together. 2 wakes up naked in 4's bed. How does 2 react?

Austria and Germany get drunk and spend the night together. Austria then wakes up naked in Germany's bed.

Austria: "Vhat did I do last night?"


J.) 5 is surfing the internet and comes across this! How does 5 react? Are they scarred forever, do they find it amusing, amazing, or do they just shrug it off? Does 5 tell anyone else of what they found?

England finds out about this.

England: "WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS THIS?" *Scarred forever*

England: ....*Saves to favourites*


Well that's it!

Here's the link to my Hetalia Writing Meme if you want to do it too~ :[link]
  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: The wind gently blowing in the wind. What?
  • Reading: This meme.
  • Watching: You
  • Playing: Soft jazz music in the background
  • Eating: Nada
  • Drinking: The air
most people think that I have a guy side more even though i'm a girl.. So let's figure out. :D

Your Boy Side

[x] You love hoodies. 
[] You love jeans. 
[x] Dogs are better than cats. 
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt. 
[] You've played with/against boys on a team. 
[] Shopping is torture. 
[] Sad movies suck. 
[] You own an X-Box. 
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid. 
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. 
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. 
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. 
[ ] You watch sports on TV. 
[x] Gory movies are cool. 
[ ] You go to your dad for advice. 
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps. 
[ ] You like going to football games. 
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards. 
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. 
[] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors. 
[ ] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. 
[ ] Sports are fun. 
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth. 


Total = 6

Your Girl Side

[ ] You wear lip gloss. 
[x] You love to shop. 
[x] You wear eyeliner. 
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors. 
[ ] You wear the color pink. 
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport. 
[ ] You hate wearing the color black. 
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. 
[x] You like wearing jewelry. 
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. 
[x]Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. 
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars. (HOW DARE YOU)
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. 
[x] /It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories 
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should. 
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. 
[x] You care about what you look like. 
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can. 
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. 
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid. 
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it. 
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. 

Girl side: 10

i guess that means i'm more on m girl's side! i love star wars, Seriously who doesn't.

Pray For Oklahoma

Journal Entry: Tue May 21, 2013, 4:42 PM


In case you don't know, a HUGE tornado ripped through Oklahoma yesterday. It was a mile wide, holy schnitzel Knowing what it feels like to be surrounded by debris and belongings that were once yours, my heart goes out to them. (Most of you know where I live, I've dropped so many hints :XD:) I know how freakin' SCARY hard rain and strong winds are, I was kinda... OUTSIDE when the Hurricane was approching the beach, running around, bringing chairs and other patio thingies inside. I knew I had a little time to bring in everything and get the heck outta there but if you hear one of those tornado sirens, YOU BETTER GET THE HECK INTO A STORM SHELTER HOLY MOTHER oF A KANO JUST DROP EVERYTHING AND RUN. (I actually thought Sandy wasn't going to be terrible, we had hurricane Irene the year before)  And to think, most of the people who died or were injured were kids. In school. Without a storm shelter, most just hid in the hallway. I hope your prayers go to them, like you did last October/November after Hurricane Sandy (I hope you wished us well at least) But I hope you wish Oklahoma well, we're doing a lot better now ^^

  • Mood: Pity
  • Listening to: the news XD
  • Reading: Your mind
  • Playing: WITH YOUR MIND
  • Drinking: Souls. (Like always)
Proper: Happy Victoria Day.

for you peeps in canada

:flagcanada:

enjoy dem fireworks

:iconfireworkplz:

Today is my birthday !!! :D

Journal Entry: Fri May 17, 2013, 11:51 PM
  • Mood: Annoyed


Since over 1 hour, I've 22 years old =D
hopelessly, I can't go in France with my family and I will do my birthday alone :/
But I'm here with you all =)

Thanx so much all again and again for your watchs+ and faves+.
I'm really happy to be on DeviantART and FurAffinity with you all =)


  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: noting
  • Reading: nothng
  • Watching: pirates of the caribbean main theme
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
GOD FUCKING DAM IT WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PPL CUZ JUST NOW ONE GIRL OR BOY OR WHOEVER SEND ME PORN AND IAM ONLY FUCKEN 12 DA FUCK. WHO SHOW THAT TO A 12 YEAR OLD KID THAT JUST FUCKED UP :angered: THIS MUST STOP PLZ STOP SENDING ME PORN IF YOU WENT TO SEND PORN TO PPL DON'T DO IT TO ME OR GO ON FACEBOOK THESE FUCKING PPL MACK ME SICK!!!!!!!!
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: who is killing me
  • Reading: ghost girl
  • Watching: famliy guy
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: water
why is evertime I click on a art it takes me back to where ever I was befor like what the fuck Iam not bull shiting with that -_- this is fucken bull shit ) :<