people ignore or people interject with push and pull and force people don't listen the words plain to see they can't see the expressions on their faces but surely the words with venom with bite express something to them no they express nothing words don't do and faces expressions what's the point when you don't look at them why communicate that, that cannot be seen a picture, an image, a feeling all joined to nothing you want to feel then listen I flow through moments of lucid and dreaming I feel too much too often and it's too real until it's not when the emptiness over takes and it lasts forever I tell you I don't care because I don't want to care I tell you hate everyone because I want to hate everyone it's easier than feeling so don't push and pull me to a reason you want to make cause it makes it easier for you not me it shall never make it easier for me I spend me life trying to accept my complex feelings so don't tell me what I feel and don't tell me how to feel it and please
I've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple.
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you wi