Addictive {Addict!Levi x Reader} [AU] by Katsuhana, literature
Literature
Addictive {Addict!Levi x Reader} [AU]
Warning: Drug use! If you're sensitive to this kinda stuff, then please keep this warning in mind.
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He flexed his muscles, belt tightened around his upper arm and syringe gripped in the palm of his calloused hand. His veins were visible underneath his pale flesh, winding down his arms as the needle seeped past his skin and injected the toxin into his blood.
He felt that familiar rush that made his head spin and his teeth clench.
Heroin was his only release nowadays.
Ever since college drew to a close for him, he found the drug and sunk himself into the pits of addiction. At first, he did it through anger and depression from his bullshit
Depression isn’t true, my dear
Depression isn’t real.
It’s just a silly tragedy
You’ve forced yourself to feel.
Anxiety is fake, my friend
You wonder why it’s there.
But others have it worse than you!
Stop forming false despair.
Cutting is dramatic, love,
It’s ugly, and it’s dumb.
Why not just get over it?
Is the attention fun?
Suicide is stupid, dear,
And selfish, if I may.
Get over yourself, darling,
Can you hear these things I say?
Why aren’t you replying, love?
Oh, where could you have gone?
I never meant to hurt you, love,
Did I say something wrong?
Why aren’t you replying, dear