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I used to say, "Don't get attached; The next three years Are going to go Even faster Than these past three ones." So I didn't. I didn't interact With the strange faces In my new environment. I didn't interact With the familiar faces In my new environment Either. Those days are nearly Ten years ago, Now. I graduated; Didn't drop out. And I didn't get attached... ...I think. So it's been much time. I thought the concept of "Friendship" Was behind me now Because When you become an adult One of three things Is most likely to take over: Work School or Marriage. But I'm a bit Neurodivergent So Neither of those three paths I pursued. My liking of being alone? Maybe it's my disposition Or maybe it's just My Defense Mechanism. Either way, "Don't get attached" Was my creed. ...Until I met you. More like, Reunited. Do you even know Who I am? You didn't remember How we met The first time Because A certain health incident Wiped that instance From your memory. But I

Sometimes I sit there in the darkness Sit there trying to write something I try to write something cryptic Write out all my feelings that I harbor inside Again , again and again I write and rewrite Many pages filled after hours Of intense writing and crying Those pages filled with writing Of feelings that escaped my mind Until I finally realized That what I feel inside Can't be fully put into writing The monstrous size of this This trauma that you left me with Can't be written into one single piece ---- All of the feeling that I carry everyday In my broken heart and soul will never Land properly upon any of my pages Unwritten words - CzarnyKon 🐴