he counted my vertebrae
like they were the pieces
of a paint by number,
one by one he adorned
them in burning hues
of reds and pinks
until my whole body
was ablaze;
he let my ribs
smolder under his
delicate brush as
he sculpted my
porcelain figure,
from my dripping shoulders
down to my bruising hips--
every inch of me knew
his calloused fingertips
as he laid layer after layer of
charcoal passions &&
watercolor dreams
on this marble canvas;
"critique me" I whispered
as he etched his name
a thousand times over
into the fine lines
of my left side
brain.
O little flame,
you once burned so free.
You were bright and warm,
so comforting to me.
But now you wither and cool,
soon to go out.
I hope to restore you,
but my heart's filled with doubt.
I don't have the energy.
I don't have the drive.
I'm sorry little flame.
I can't keep you alive.
And without you, my fire,
there's really no hope for me,
but this was always inevitable,
always so plain to see.
O, flame, I wish it were different.
I wish you could live on,
but it's too late now.
Our time together is gone.
So good bye lovely flame.
Thank you for your time.
I'm glad that for a moment
you were only mine,
and as I watch you fade away,
I ca