It hurts so much, I'm at a loss as to what might help. I'm trapped and helpless, suffocating, drowning in these tears. I want so badly for it to end, to make it go away. I have my choice of blade or pills, but can't trust myself with either. I know that if I let myself, the blood will be too much, and if I open that bottle of pills, it won't just be one I touch. I'd take them all, all different kinds, and slash my skin to bits. But none of this will happen yet, because I belong to you. But what could it hurt? I'm Invincible, which means that I can't die... but if by chance, it's no longer true... I can't risk making you cry. So here I am,